anarchogen
Bluelighter
This was about three weeks ago, i have nothing better to do so i'll describe it for other people in my same situation.
My friend and I went to a local smoke shop with the intent to buy cigs, then i mentioned to him i noticed he had salvia so he bought some 40x (doc mazzdoc or something). He had some extra money to blow so he didn't mind buying it himself even though it was $38 (we both had smoked it prior to this experience.)
We went down to a rv park near the highway running through our town, smoked a little weed beforehand.
He good sized amount in the bowl in his metal pipe and i went for the first hit with a torch lighter, not thinking to ask him to wait until i came back to smoke his hit if he was going to smoke it.
But luckily i killed the whole bowl before he could get any, but he probably remembered how there should be a designated sitter for a salvia trip in a modestly public area.
About 5 seconds after i hit it, i started feeling the dissociation coming on.
I almost panicked realizing the crappy location, but after another 5 seconds i forgot about being anxious.
We were sitting on a log that was up against a chain link fence, it was uncomfortable to say the least.
It was a very stuck feeling at first, then the area of the ground and log i was sitting on (about 4 feet each direction) sunk down into the ground.
Then i started feeling strong presences pulling on my energy aura, whatever, the same as the feeling i get when i am in a deep trance, but more pronounced.
I was basically quarantined in my own mind, put on trial for shit i hadn't even really cared or thought about (basically repressed stuff), that i really should care, not should have, because the past is already gone,
i had already noticed i was becoming lost from myself, my ego had regrown, i guess.
After a bunch more of the introspective stuff, and flashing painful images, and some lessons learned over a 2-3 minute period, i could start talking and proceeded to go about our normal day, later we both did dxm for old times sake.
My friend and I went to a local smoke shop with the intent to buy cigs, then i mentioned to him i noticed he had salvia so he bought some 40x (doc mazzdoc or something). He had some extra money to blow so he didn't mind buying it himself even though it was $38 (we both had smoked it prior to this experience.)
We went down to a rv park near the highway running through our town, smoked a little weed beforehand.
He good sized amount in the bowl in his metal pipe and i went for the first hit with a torch lighter, not thinking to ask him to wait until i came back to smoke his hit if he was going to smoke it.
But luckily i killed the whole bowl before he could get any, but he probably remembered how there should be a designated sitter for a salvia trip in a modestly public area.
About 5 seconds after i hit it, i started feeling the dissociation coming on.
I almost panicked realizing the crappy location, but after another 5 seconds i forgot about being anxious.
We were sitting on a log that was up against a chain link fence, it was uncomfortable to say the least.
It was a very stuck feeling at first, then the area of the ground and log i was sitting on (about 4 feet each direction) sunk down into the ground.
Then i started feeling strong presences pulling on my energy aura, whatever, the same as the feeling i get when i am in a deep trance, but more pronounced.
I was basically quarantined in my own mind, put on trial for shit i hadn't even really cared or thought about (basically repressed stuff), that i really should care, not should have, because the past is already gone,
i had already noticed i was becoming lost from myself, my ego had regrown, i guess.
After a bunch more of the introspective stuff, and flashing painful images, and some lessons learned over a 2-3 minute period, i could start talking and proceeded to go about our normal day, later we both did dxm for old times sake.
