~shit to bliss~

[neverwas]

confessions of a fragile mind
her tears fall
as the glass window shatters.
all hopes and aspirations
lost
within her bleeding
broken heart.
a mess she calls a life.

familiar chaos
required just to survive
making drama out of peace.
in love with fear
addicted to false hopes.
captivated by her fake belief.
a junkie for acceptance
but wanting only for everyone to leave.

As life gets longer, awful feels softer.
Well it feels pretty soft to me.
And if it takes shit to make bliss,
then I feel pretty blissfully.

someday i will rise again
someday i will learn to fly.
but for now i will enojy this chaos i call life
greeting everything as they come
and learning not to be afraid
i will learn to walk
instead of to run.

*thanx to Modest Mouse for italic lyrics from (The View - Good News For People Who Love Bad News)

 

[Rollingrrl]

Beautiful! I know exactly what you mean. I don't know if it was a typo or whatever, but shouldn't the first line read: confessions OF a fragile mind? Its simple yet you still have to really read it to understand the meaning. Great job!

 

[CrYsTaLe]

I really liked it...you did a great job of playing with words

 

[E-girl]

chaos can be meaningful down the road, i promise you.

 

[neverwas]

bwahaha! thanx rollin girl i never even picked up on that it was suppose to be of not on