She

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She

I am lonely
But I am not alone
There’s ‘support’
But I am on my own

It’s more real then imagination
But I know I created it
Fills some kind of void
Scares me like shit

I choose you to have a black dress
Innocence wears red
What part of me put you here
To haunt me till I’m dead

They say it’s unusual
That it’s in me
I don’t care why though
I just want to be free

Ever had a conversation
With someone you knows not there
You can’t understand then
But I know you care

I hate it
I hate her
No, I want out
Get out

White face
Grey eyes
Soaked in the atmosphere
Melted by her cries

I want a cure
I wont fail
I wont have your medication
Wont let these tears hail