the only reason I ever put any of my words in here is that when I first came here I was going through a faze of doing anything that made me embarased or scared just to see if I could but the people here are reallllly nice so you feel pretty comfortable with it soon,like a fellow bluelighter said to me in an email a little while ago "...thats why I love bluelight so much, its like all the amazing people in the world in one place, yeah there are the assholes but you dont notice them on bluelight ..hehehe".I still dont really like much of the stuff I write but I put it on anyway coz it makes me feel better when other people know how you feel and you can talk about it.