Sharing is caring - The best piece of mail ever received
So, long story short I've basically been suffering from chronic anxiety and insomnia this last few months. It's been ongoing for a number of years and I take Citalopram for anxiety and depression, only trouble is is that I suffer from epilepsy so can't take a high enough dose of citalopram the Dr would like to combat the anxiety a as well. Basically for that I can only take benzos but only get 14 x 5mg diazepam every few weeks. It's not enough simply said, I totally appreciate they're not ideal for longterm use cos I've had problems with addiction previously and got through some pretty intense tapers.
Anyway, the anxiety has raised its head with a vengeance, really been struggling and some days I can't leave the house. I used to have multiple sources for benzos but what with my little habit had to leave them in the past. I've had a look at online pharms and they're either ridiculously expensive or just look too good to be true, just not worth it imo.
So anyway I PM'd a lady I know from another board explaining my predicament and she basically said she's doing a taper in the new year and I'd be doing her a favour if I took them off her hands. I just sent a stamped addressed envelope, a couple of days later it turned up.
Now she said she was sending me a few (I expected 20, 50 MAX!)
So there I am, hands trembling with anticipation and WOW I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I decided a quick stock take was in order and she'd sent 265 x 10mg Apaurin Diazepam and 20 x 20mg MSJ Diazepam.
It's been years since I've seen Apaurins, they're pretty much the holy grail of EU manufactured diazepam! IMO they beat Actavis, Teva and pretty much any other diazepam prescribed on the NHS.
But I really cannot thank my friend of the other board enough. To send that many, well I just can't express how grateful I am!!
So, long story short I've basically been suffering from chronic anxiety and insomnia this last few months. It's been ongoing for a number of years and I take Citalopram for anxiety and depression, only trouble is is that I suffer from epilepsy so can't take a high enough dose of citalopram the Dr would like to combat the anxiety a as well. Basically for that I can only take benzos but only get 14 x 5mg diazepam every few weeks. It's not enough simply said, I totally appreciate they're not ideal for longterm use cos I've had problems with addiction previously and got through some pretty intense tapers.
Anyway, the anxiety has raised its head with a vengeance, really been struggling and some days I can't leave the house. I used to have multiple sources for benzos but what with my little habit had to leave them in the past. I've had a look at online pharms and they're either ridiculously expensive or just look too good to be true, just not worth it imo.
So anyway I PM'd a lady I know from another board explaining my predicament and she basically said she's doing a taper in the new year and I'd be doing her a favour if I took them off her hands. I just sent a stamped addressed envelope, a couple of days later it turned up.
Now she said she was sending me a few (I expected 20, 50 MAX!)
So there I am, hands trembling with anticipation and WOW I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I decided a quick stock take was in order and she'd sent 265 x 10mg Apaurin Diazepam and 20 x 20mg MSJ Diazepam.
It's been years since I've seen Apaurins, they're pretty much the holy grail of EU manufactured diazepam! IMO they beat Actavis, Teva and pretty much any other diazepam prescribed on the NHS.
But I really cannot thank my friend of the other board enough. To send that many, well I just can't express how grateful I am!!