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Share something POSITIVE from your day vs. it's all around you

MY first Op is done and went OK, they pulled all the screws ans metal work out of the leg and did a flush and clean on the keen. All seems good, but sore and the cut was pretty big, can't walk yada yada....ordered new wheechair today so all good and with another op to brutal to detail I should be walking in early 2015. It might sound awful but I'm really happy about it, things are moving in the right direction and there is a clear target to aim for %)
 
omen_owen mk2 said:
I'm so alone
I'm a junkie
I've done nothing but hurt the people around me
I feel unwanted
I hate what I have become
I want to curl up in to a ball and die



Despite this I will get better. There will be a day where I don't feel like this. I refuse to give up.
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Sorry to haul this up again Owan but it many ways it says it all for me, recognise the things that we don't like in our impact of other people, no excuses or whys and wherefores , they are nothing but clutter. an serve no purpose other than to create complication when there is none.

Then straight to the plan, simple but powerful goals and a statement of your commitment to keepon pushin on through, just fighting that fight is a noble and beautiful thing and will yield so many of your goals along the way all of the above.

I know it's all easier said than done, but I've found these few lines an inspiration and a great relief from my rambling excuses .

Thanks O
 
Allein said:
Sorry to haul this up again Owan but it many ways it says it all for me, recognise the things that we don't like in our impact of other people, no excuses or whys and wherefores , they are nothing but clutter. an serve no purpose other than to create complication when there is none.

Then straight to the plan, simple but powerful goals and a statement of your commitment to keepon pushin on through, just fighting that fight is a noble and beautiful thing and will yield so many of your goals along the way all of the above.

I know it's all easier said than done, but I've found these few lines an inspiration and a great relief from my rambling excuses .

Thanks O
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Thank you:)

In other good news it looks like after questioning a discrepancy in the marking of one of the conponments of one of my pieces of coursework it's being adjusted so that all the of them are firsts.%)
 
^Always question the discrepancies.....=D Way to go, O!

My little goji berry tree is covered with thousands of berries. Only one mockingbird and I seem to be excited by this. We have a race each morning to get to the tree first.
 
Visiting my parents in my hometown for 2 weeks, after a hellish airport jaunt last night. Woke up at 6:30 (because it's a time zone behind and I am normally waking up at 7:30 at home), couldn't go back to sleep so I got up and rode my dad's bike for a few miles, went all through my early childhood neighborhood (not where they live now, we moved when I was in 6th grade), came back, now I'm getting an early start on my work for the day. Also today is my last day of work until next Thursday, and I'm going to see two of my best friends tonight. Life is good. :)
 
^Should you receive a diagnosis I would highly recommend reading Gabor Mate's book on the subject.

@Tripnotyzm: that is really good news. Post when you finish it?
 
herbavore said:
^Should you receive a diagnosis I would highly recommend reading Gabor Mate's book on the subject.

@Tripnotyzm: that is really good news. Post when you finish it?
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Yeah I heard you mention him before, I would probably be interested in reading it anyway. Thanks for the tip.
 
I FINALLY found a landlord willing to work with me and my terrible credit. So I'm about to cut a check for a six month lease on an apartment. My own place in my own name, my own keys, my own rules. Six months paid upfront. Good location, decent looking apartment. Hopefully the dawn of a new (and better) era for me.
 
RedLeader said:
I FINALLY found a landlord willing to work with me and my terrible credit. So I'm about to cut a check for a six month lease on an apartment. My own place in my own name, my own keys, my own rules. Six months paid upfront. Good location, decent looking apartment. Hopefully the dawn of a new (and better) era for me.
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Good news RL. I have had a friend who did this and then they tried to evict him right away as a scam.. just a little heads up that this happens some times.
 
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