Share something POSITIVE from your day vs. it's all around you

I have a meetinng scheduled with a psychiatrist for next week, hopefully they will tell me I'm not mad but I wouldn't bet on it.

/laughs manically
 
I have a meetinng scheduled with a psychiatrist for next week, hopefully they will tell me I'm not mad but I wouldn't bet on it.

/laughs manically

:D If he says you're not 'mad' let me know who he is so I can avoid them in future=D being mad is a compliment IMO

It was great to see some sunshine this morning, the UK is a beautiful place at this time of year<3
 
I'm happy because I'm seeing a girl tonight :) hopefully should lead to some snugglin and cuddlin and possibly more...if indeed I do get laid it will be the first time since November so I'm pretty stoked about that!
 
I'm so alone
I'm a junkie
I've done nothing but hurt the people around me
I feel unwanted
I hate what I have become
I want to curl up in to a ball and die



Despite this I will get better. There will be a day where I don't feel like this. I refuse to give up.
 
Got some coursework marks back, got a 1st on one piece and a 2:1 on the other two.

Not too bad given they were completed whilst trying to dig myself out of the pit of adddiction (stablising on a large amount of bupe and reducing on diazepam), depression and a number of other issues going on as well. Gives me some confidence that if I can get my life under control and off my meds I might actually be able to make something of this degree and get some properly good results when it actually matters.
 
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