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Positive Share Something Positive About Your Day vs This Does Not Suck (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)?

D's said:
Coming back from work from the middle of a hemp farm.
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Lol, mate if I was coming back from work in the middle of a garbage dump I reckon that would still be a positive thing about my day. :)

Hope that job's been going alright and the working days, weeks roll quicked as used to myself new jobs after a month or two.
 
AutoTripper said:
We do honestly want to address this you know.

Sorry I'm still right above not just up to the hilt here, effectively useless and redundant and not as some common English say lol "breaking your balls" yet with plain direction and encouragement.

It's a deadly simple formula too with sound predictive outcome.

It's ultimately very basic though.

THEY the cunts are poisoning you. They make it too easy. But it still requires your volition.

For change we need conviction, acceptance, recognition, realisation, appreciation, a clear view how and what to actually change too, this is so easy if you know which stepping stones to avoid and tread accordingly.


I used to help people so easily with this specifically with clear basic easy
un-misinterpretable instruction regularly.

Im still very pissed at them though. Humanity accepts these cyanide treats too too readily.

It's purely entirely evil. A gun to the heads or gas chamber is barely worse IMO when you fully appreciate the operation at hand.

I got lucky! Being a divining canary for real DO NOT EAT MR MARTIAN EVEN IF YOUR LIFE DEPENDS UPON IT (unless it's the only, right and vital stone to step on. And even then understand what you are getting yourself into potentially with with a longer term plan to reverse that) Earthly ingestibles was a blessing.

Because honestly every single item I would vanish now the equivalent version 20 years ago when I did eat all foods is probably 50 to 100 times more poisonous nowaday they really stepped it up so much.


I don't want to come like a tyrant dictating controlling etc.

But we share one common goal here hylite.

YOU I would rather not feel like total crap and experienced continually declining health and well-being as a result of such an insidious poisoning operation.

And I don't want that either.

It's real simple though.

Identification and elimination and replacement with the elixirs of health the medicine that food is designed to be by Nature


It passes entirely....passes to a degree, with context.

Isn't so bad but better would be...


And strictly does not pass under any circumstance.

I am guessing over 45% at least of your diet strongly fails!

We could fix this, and how you feel so easy too.


I am a bit like a supermarket scanner as you shop basically, just flash products label at me and and there is only a split-second computation to deliver a clear verdict of yay or nay.

And the often undiscovered world of real goddies, tasty too.

In near time I hope.
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i wanted to die 😭

i want to live 💔

i know i can, you just proved it. i know i can.

now. 😭 i know
 
hylite said:
i wanted to die 😭

i want to live 💔

i know i can, you just proved it. i know i can.

now. 😭 i know
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Seriously if I personally ate any of the items I suspect or know you do yourself which I would banish from Mars I would die and if I did it more than once and I got away with it at the very least I would be wishing to not be conscious of how I was feeling that is how mind blowingly poisonous and destructive these foods actually are only some people seem not to notice the damage being done, or just very hghly susceptible.

It's a very quick easy fix. No looking back missing that....Misery! 😀
 
hylite said:
I am crying. Cleansing hopefully. My death was sad.
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Earlier this week I was convinced I was going to die myself I genuinely fully prepared for it even said my goodbyes just in case but not throwing in the towel simply preparing spiritually.


Now listen please girl and trust me because you know I'm no bafoon haha ;)

You are NOT a deadun. Things honestly will feel more infinitely terminal tnan in actuality.


It isn't over! Lol, it hasn't begun.

The progress, healing, repair, rejuvenation commence second you actually step that path.

Don't be scrared, of that I've tried to emphasise....those changes!


And, don't be scared like...it's too late. Irreversible!


Not so. Amazing what heals.

This type swirtching, it happens so so quick too.


So, just think positively but in no hopeful imaginative sense more being real with probability here and not overly stress yourself out emotionally with incorrect affirmations.



I really haven't the energy just yet to approach this in the most simple enquiry and directional mannerr to get things going.


I struggle to think straight and I have kind of gun insane for the first time in my life not because of drugs sleep deprivation arguably but genuinely simply majorly severe covid infections recently.


That said it's just because I'm so cloudy and fattigued, I put things off until I can do better justice.


But any simple or any question or food curiosity you have please shoot anywhere any help and I will simply give you the absolute low down with ease I can do that no thinking involved there haha!
 
I slept through most of today. Then had a panic attack because doctor tomorrow to *plead* for 5mg Valium 🙄

I've got a couple of (low carb) beers, food, my hot water bottle and teddy bear. That should get me through the night.
 
AutoTripper said:
Earlier this week I was convinced I was going to die myself I genuinely fully prepared for it even said my goodbyes just in case but not throwing in the towel simply preparing spiritually.


Now listen please girl and trust me because you know I'm no bafoon haha ;)

You are NOT a deadun. Things honestly will feel more infinitely terminal tnan in actuality.


It isn't over! Lol, it hasn't begun.

The progress, healing, repair, rejuvenation commence second you actually step that path.

Don't be scrared, of that I've tried to emphasise....those changes!


And, don't be scared like...it's too late. Irreversible!


Not so. Amazing what heals.

This type swirtching, it happens so so quick too.


So, just think positively but in no hopeful imaginative sense more being real with probability here and not overly stress yourself out emotionally with incorrect affirmations.



I really haven't the energy just yet to approach this in the most simple enquiry and directional mannerr to get things going.


I struggle to think straight and I have kind of gun insane for the first time in my life not because of drugs sleep deprivation arguably but genuinely simply majorly severe covid infections recently.


That said it's just because I'm so cloudy and fattigued, I put things off until I can do better justice.


But any simple or any question or food curiosity you have please shoot anywhere any help and I will simply give you the absolute low down with ease I can do that no thinking involved there haha!
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Will do. Or try to do. ;) Really.

And thank you so much.

That was beyond perfect. So pure and complete. kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Sorry. I passed out . But I am trying. <3
 
we aint payin for cable/internet. well, 10 usd a month and the debrid service of ~30 usd a year.
couldnt afford "normal" rates. not sure how others can afford it. big media is killin it from every angle.
and the sun is out, we took a long walk and had a healthy "breakfast".
also... we havin tacos again tonight. tacos always welcome. ;)
 
Still waiting to hear back on the background check. But went for a liver scan today, I really thought they were going to tell me I was dying so I pushed it off for 3 years. All is well I am not dying and my liver is healthy.
 
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