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Positive Share Something Positive About Your Day vs This Does Not Suck (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)?

Just going off on the birds.. so I think I posted a little back that we let the land go back completely organic (20+ years at this point) and now you can just see the difference.. im not even joking 300 plus birds of so many variety all at once in just the 5 acre house yard alone.. god knows how many on the property .. none in either neighbors. None. Swallows are back this spring finally , bald eagles are doing so well they are having three offspring, massive shows by the fire flies.. god damn eden and way less work and money. It’s amazing.

Oh and planting season is coming on quick.
 
I woke up in time, after getting to bed early, and after picking up the bucket truck , I drove back to rural Kentucky, couldn't tell you, but every picture was a hella awesome view. I fucking cried to Johnny Cash's 'Hurt ' song, and it was extremely emotional moment for me here.

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The other.
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Both, and ,, my job. As linemanv
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Felt a connection to this place.

It's like the tree's are dead(not really), but who's looking at the trees where the grass is green ad grass.

Cant fix size of those atm, i know the big AF prob.
 
Got paid unexpectedly a day early (because Easter?) Got three packs of cigarettes ($20+ per 20) left and still had money in the bank. I’m not joking when I say it’s cheaper for me to smoke meth than cigarettes now 😐 Meanwhile the alcohol industry has free reign..

Sorry that was a positive plus a whinge 🤐
 
finally got a buyer on some property for asking price, and many financial issues will be resolved, huge weight off shoulders in some trying times, so glad i held out, taxes are so high here but seems all things works out eventually
 
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It rained all day at work, paced myself.

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At waterfront,
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Wonder where your power comes from?
Say no more fam,
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Work this week, get paid next. Will be my third week no $ really starting next week. D:
 
I got my morphine today so yay ill have a good night tonight. After being locked up in the psych ward i don't think ill ever bitch about life on the outside again. Atleast i have access to drugs. Being locked up with no drugs but weed was the worst. Being locked up sure makes you apreciate being free.
 
Robi said:
enjoy but hope is not swedish deep tissue, whew i was soooooooo sore, you more than deserve it , new momma!
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Thank you darlin! I go to a Chinese lady near my house, she fixes me 😊

paranoid android said:
I got my morphine today so yay ill have a good night tonight. After being locked up in the psych ward i don't think ill ever bitch about life on the outside again. Atleast i have access to drugs. Being locked up with no drugs but weed was the worst. Being locked up sure makes you apreciate being free.
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Wait wait, you were in the psych ward again?? You okay dude?
 
n3ophy7e said:
Wait wait, you were in the psych ward again?? You okay dude?
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No don't worry i was only talking about the time i was put in back about 2 and a half years ago. The shit still gives me fucking flashbacks. But i can honestly say i havent taken freedom for granted since i got out. Fuck being locked up.
 
I found some cheez-its extra toasty. And two different bags of chocolate chip cookies. Kind of groess.
But the cheez-its went real well with the fish stew. Paella !
 
hylite said:
I found some cheez-its extra toasty. And two different bags of chocolate chip cookies. Kind of groess.
But the cheez-its went real well with the fish stew. Paella !
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We do honestly want to address this you know.

Sorry I'm still right above not just up to the hilt here, effectively useless and redundant and not as some common English say lol "breaking your balls" yet with plain direction and encouragement.

It's a deadly simple formula too with sound predictive outcome.

It's ultimately very basic though.

THEY the cunts are poisoning you. They make it too easy. But it still requires your volition.

For change we need conviction, acceptance, recognition, realisation, appreciation, a clear view how and what to actually change too, this is so easy if you know which stepping stones to avoid and tread accordingly.


I used to help people so easily with this specifically with clear basic easy
un-misinterpretable instruction regularly.

Im still very pissed at them though. Humanity accepts these cyanide treats too too readily.

It's purely entirely evil. A gun to the heads or gas chamber is barely worse IMO when you fully appreciate the operation at hand.

I got lucky! Being a divining canary for real DO NOT EAT MR MARTIAN EVEN IF YOUR LIFE DEPENDS UPON IT (unless it's the only, right and vital stone to step on. And even then understand what you are getting yourself into potentially with with a longer term plan to reverse that) Earthly ingestibles was a blessing.

Because honestly every single item I would vanish now the equivalent version 20 years ago when I did eat all foods is probably 50 to 100 times more poisonous nowaday they really stepped it up so much.


I don't want to come like a tyrant dictating controlling etc.

But we share one common goal here hylite.

YOU I would rather not feel like total crap and experienced continually declining health and well-being as a result of such an insidious poisoning operation.

And I don't want that either.

It's real simple though.

Identification and elimination and replacement with the elixirs of health the medicine that food is designed to be by Nature


It passes entirely....passes to a degree, with context.

Isn't so bad but better would be...


And strictly does not pass under any circumstance.

I am guessing over 45% at least of your diet strongly fails!

We could fix this, and how you feel so easy too.


I am a bit like a supermarket scanner as you shop basically, just flash products label at me and and there is only a split-second computation to deliver a clear verdict of yay or nay.

And the often undiscovered world of real goddies, tasty too.

In near time I hope.
 
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