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Yesterday I got my referral letter for hysterectomy surgery after waiting 6 months for the psychiatrist letters of approval (X2) and planning this surgery since mid 2018. I haven't been able to take the time off to recover that I can now, back when I was playing sport all winter and working all summer long. I'm so excited, I'm calling up the doctors rooms in the morning to book my appointment then likely within 1-2 months of my initial consult I'll be having surgery. It's going to happen very quickly after I get this appointment.

I also found out last week when I saw my addiction medicine specialist that being on sublocade isn't an issue with the surgery. They want me to stay on the medication and they'll just give me IV fentanyl and IV morphine plus oral Oxycodone instead of just IV morphine plus oral Oxycodone for the duration of the hospital stay, then when I get discharged after 3-5 days I'll be given much more pain relief to take home. So that's good news too.

Come two months or so I'll be post surgery, off some of my hormone medication, recovering, and getting back to my usual work and stuff.

This is also a very cheap surgery compared to my previous one, all up it'll cost me around $1500 instead of $10,000 so that's a huge bonus. Then I'm one step closer to being able to have the final surgery I want after I'm in a position to save enough money (or I win the lottery lol)
 
Chill day.. regrouped again.. slept in, Wipped up an amazing omelet with veggies and goat cheese that was really good, ferted the garden and it looks amazing, found a quality pod cast for tomorrow at work. Took a 60 min shower and tuned all the body up.

Relaxing with a cocktail and some golf.

injected my test so milk and honey on board in less than two days.
 
I fixed my deadlift. I used to avoid them because they'd always bother my lower back. But I always wanted to do them because they're such a great exercise. I did a lot of reading about the proper technique and learned that the posterior chain, especially the hams and glutes should be the most engaged muscles throughout the movement and to always keep the bar as close to the front of your legs as possible as it travels. I started with Romanian deadlifts to learn how to engage/strengthen my posterior chain and was not having any lower back pain. Did that for a few months and now I've transitioned to conventional deadlifts with zero lower back pain.

After 30 years of training I finally fixed my deadlift and I can't get enough of them. Now I'm working on increasing my strength on them.
 
Havent had a sigle back/neck issue in over a week. Chronic for decades and thrown all kinds of meds at by drs with little to no effect and usually causes more issues.
Yeah... not affraid to attribute this to bromazolam. Tried it around a year ago for a short spell and thought it a one-off. Now I know for sure.
Happy as a lark about this and if sustainable can see life becoming brighter and more friendly by the day.
Othe issues will keep me an asshole but the pains and anxieties wont be factors.
:)
 
while back people here had to sign up for Obama care or get fined, so i complied, and when i went to use the dental insurance(besides fillings and rOOt canal) provided but i was recently denied care , so i sought a hearing with a judge, and i was to go before him/her on the 28th(facetime on phone) but today day i got a spam call, i normally dont answer, but i did, in my best cindy lauper voice, ready to take on Nigeria or India, but it was medical, saying i was approved!
Maya Rudolph Teeth GIF
did a three way call with a young man and woman(hot) he took the initiative to get my hearing canceled and she informed`ed meh it would be taken care of by the end of the day and sending pink paper work to take to dentist(she woman `splained me) just in case, so all stress over my idiotic experience is resolved!
 
Woke with a small smile again as budah always watching for me to open my eyes. Soon as I do here she comes rolling around getiing her morning love.
Plenty of other shit to keep me from staying on the mountain top but this is normal ime and cycles.
Also: BL is still here to give me my daily bread. :)
 
Cats are the bomb. All chill and loving until they spazz out and race around and climb the curtains.

My Brindle Bugs favorite past time is to leap from the ground to the top of the fridge, then onto the top of the cabinets and stare at me with her tail all waggling and her eyes as big as saucers. And that's without catnip. Or she will sit in the window sill and chase a fly for hours. And of course she sleeps curled up in the spot where your knees bend if you are laying on your side.

Yeah, Bl keeps me sane ( most of the time anyway ) and it is absolutely raining buckets ( we needed it bad ) so no outside for me today. Have a ton of chores to do in here and I don't feel like it. Blah !! Dishes? Blah. Vacuum.....nope. I may not even make my bed.
 
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