Like some other people, I really want to write the truth, not hold anything back. I got a little paranoid and changed my blog settings here to friends only. It is not my intention to have this come back to bite me or anyone else I know in the ass, but Pillthrill has me concerned. It amazes me that some people just like being mean, so hell I don't know. Just as well anyway because anyone seeing my ID will automatically assume what subject matter yours truly will be writing about in one form or another. This is hard too, because what I'm about to say here I can't say on my other, smaller, more intimate blog because Erik, a guy I've loved for many years and been very close to in spite of this lingering 4 yr distance, ah hell lets just say he really doesn't need to see what I have to say.
