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serious caffeine panic attack feels like insects crawling through my mind/soul

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Harambulus

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what an absolutely hideous feeling i get when i consume coffee makes me ill all day. i hate myself for subjecting myself to it and i have kept doing it to myself these past weeks feeling like an idiot after each time. i dont know what exactly im looking for, like there is something new gonna come from it. initially id been having it with large doses of l tyrosine as a stop gap to curb cravings for stimulants but this really defeats the object.

its probably some of the most intense fear ive felt in my life at nothing in particular. like the panic attack or two i had when i overdid it on mdpv a cpl of times.

feels like some insects are crawling through my mind and im unable to escape from my own skin and just have to wallow in intense fear for several hours.

finally subsiding now thank goodness.

threw the stupid bottle of coffee in the outdoor trash with a vengeance a cpl hours ago.
 
that's pretty intense and strange although i guess some have a high sensitivity to stimulants.

prior to this, did you abuse harder stimulants for a period of time?
 
ive had many other stims with no issues but this one really doesnt agree with me. causes me more dysphoria than any of the others (of course amps suck for everyone but i mean, at least in comparison to any positive benefits). np i just have to avoid.

ive also been t total for 6 months or so.
 
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Coffee is like dosing the unwanted peripheral SNS stimulation that comes as a side effect of real stims.
Little can be ok but a lot sucks. It would seem odd to some but it can issues anxiety in some similar to people freaking out on the hardcore stims since thats often influenced by the SNS stimulation.

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You are not alone. I am very susceptible to anxiety from caffeine. If I drink so much as a caffeinated coffee without something to override the effects, it will ruin my day. This applies to all types of stimulants. I have made a lifestyle change to the effect of removal of all stimulants from my life. It had to be done. I feel so much better knowing that I can control at least that small contributing factor of my disorder.

If there is nothing to gain from your use of caffeine, remove it from your life.
 
If you don't like Coffee read my trip Report and get some Kanna, Sceletium Tortuosum, in its effects it is the antagonist of stimulants and its the antagonist of Caffeine( effect wise) and its sedating, Narcotic, anxiolytic in nature Euphoric at times too. A divine Succulent herb you could say.
You could Combine Kanna with Amphetamine and Coffee always takes the Peripheral edginess off for me.
 
man that doesnt sound like good advice form what ive read^. i had actually been researching kanna as well as other more natural/legal calmers etc. but was offput by kanna when ppl said that too much is like having had too mcuh coffee whcih is obv what i would be wanting to avoid :D.

also mixing with other stims i read was a bad idea due to running the risk of serotonin syndrome and such
 
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man that doesnt sound like good advice form what ive read^. i had actually been researching kanna as well as other more natural/legal calmers etc. but was offput by kanna when ppl said that too much is like having had too mcuh coffee whcih is obv what i would be wanting to avoid :D.

also mixing with other stims i read was a bad idea due to running the risk of serotonin syndrome and such
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I always mix Kanna Sceletium tortuosum with Amphetamine and it takes that edge off and increases the Euphoria to a new plateau,
 
I've had caffeine panic attacks from coffee too strangely. I ordered a vanilla late from a reputable coffee shop, a large size, which i normally drink and just downed it as it was going cold. Around an hour or two later I had a huge panic attack, which I can only attribute to that stupid lattee. Damn you coffee.
 
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