So last night i took quite abit of drugs ( considering i have low tollerance) ... One unknown xtc pill, 100 mgs of bzp, about 150 mgs of mdma... All spread out in about a 7 hour span, with a few drinks in between.
Wen i finally got home at about 9am this morning , i felt very tired and sobered up initially, but wen i got into bed there was no chance of sleep, layed there for about 3 hours , wen i finally tried to get up, i felt very heavy....there was no way i was getting up,cudnt lift my body,i felt very dissconnected and disoriented,strange heart beat, forgetting to breathe, gripping onto things to help me feel stabilized, was difficult to talk, i then started having uncontrolable full body muscle spasms every 1-5 mins for the entire day. No chance of sleep, cudnt eat, cud barely move.
It is now 3 am the next day and the muscle spasms have just now ended, slightly twitchy though. And every so often my entire upper body and face wud randomly tense up. Very sketchy. StiliLl No sleep, small amount of food, but my entire back is now in exessive amounts of pain.. To the point were i find it too painful to get out of bed or even roll over.
I didnt expect any of this, i seriously had seratonin toxicity ... This is real! Ive done xtc and mdma many many times before and this never happened, there shud be no reason to have gone thru wat i went thru today! cud it be because ive done mdma 3 times in the past 2 weeks? Thats the only explanation i can think of ! Dont let this happen to you, i now fear imight have permanently damaged myself
Wen i finally got home at about 9am this morning , i felt very tired and sobered up initially, but wen i got into bed there was no chance of sleep, layed there for about 3 hours , wen i finally tried to get up, i felt very heavy....there was no way i was getting up,cudnt lift my body,i felt very dissconnected and disoriented,strange heart beat, forgetting to breathe, gripping onto things to help me feel stabilized, was difficult to talk, i then started having uncontrolable full body muscle spasms every 1-5 mins for the entire day. No chance of sleep, cudnt eat, cud barely move.
It is now 3 am the next day and the muscle spasms have just now ended, slightly twitchy though. And every so often my entire upper body and face wud randomly tense up. Very sketchy. StiliLl No sleep, small amount of food, but my entire back is now in exessive amounts of pain.. To the point were i find it too painful to get out of bed or even roll over.
I didnt expect any of this, i seriously had seratonin toxicity ... This is real! Ive done xtc and mdma many many times before and this never happened, there shud be no reason to have gone thru wat i went thru today! cud it be because ive done mdma 3 times in the past 2 weeks? Thats the only explanation i can think of ! Dont let this happen to you, i now fear imight have permanently damaged myself
still have a gram left and plan on attending an event on oct 13th