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Septsober - The September gettn and stayn sober thread

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Day 6 clean! I found a really cool meeting today and met some awesome people...we picked up some fried chicken and went speeding around in a sports car around town all night sober. I'm going back tomorrow night too since well...they kinda made me :D
 
escape20 said:
Day 6 clean! I found a really cool meeting today and met some awesome people...we picked up some fried chicken and went speeding around in a sports car around town all night sober. I'm going back tomorrow night too since well...they kinda made me :D
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Awesome!!! <3<3
 
Seven months off the Subutex...

Haven't had any Xanax in about a month ... I think.

Same with nicotine.

neversickanymore said:
There is such a big difference from trying to abstain and not wanting to use=D
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Ain't that the truth............ :|

Wonder if I'll ever actually get to the don't-wanna-use phase.
 
24th Day as well! Having a bit of a depressive streak so I don't really feel the energy to post unfortunately. At least I've identified my anxieties in my life over the past month so as to not repeat them and to fix most of them.

After I hit my 1 month I plan to only count my weeks :).

Keep it going guys <3!
 
God damn it AD.. this thread is only for people that are perfect.. so I'm going to ask that everybody who has slipped, fallen, or down right jumped of their wagon at some point stop posting... Oh weight that will mean that no drug addict ever could post anymore.. well your lucky Ad cause it looks like we all have been there... and if you can stay that means I can stay.. and 12 and burton and god damn just about everybody... progress not perfection.. your amazing and I luv ya<3
 
I've been having the best week. EVER. so much amazing shit has happened to me this week that I can't even begin to process it all.

remind me why I ever thought drugs were better than real life again? lol
 
^ =D<3=D

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Seems like all my friends are falling victim to ice.
I'm still clean, although this weekend was a huge test of my strength.
 
ad lib said:
Well I totally fucked up this month.
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Join the club. I had a few slips myself but I was able to get a few sober days in there as well. I have also stuck to my benzo taper without slipping (I had to buy a time lock safe to accomplish that feat). I'll be down to 5mg of diazepam per day tomorrow and be completely off by 10/11 or so. I also have been able to completely abstain from drinking. Drinking and tapering benzos don't mix, I learned that fairly quickly. Not to mention my average dose of diazepam was ~60mg a day only 2 months ago and I haven't taken over 10mg in over a month so I'm not exactly tapering as slow as recommended. I just need to taper enough that I don't have another seizure.

While I haven't had the perfect month, I'm certainly moving in the right direction. I still haven't been able to find a NN/AA group I can tolerate yet. It isn't even the "higher power" stuff that bothers me, I just can't seem to relate with any of the people out of the meetings I have attended.

I think that until I establish a sober support group I will always struggle. Establishing said group is easier said than done, but I am trying to work on it.
 
<3 Good to have you with us Phatass <3

Today is the ending of my 25th day. I'm really nervous about my psychiatrist appt. tomorrow to re-evaluate my taper. I didn't expect it to go by this fast. Either way it will be one step closer to being normal and stable.
 
stardust.hero said:
<3 Good to have you with us Phatass <3

Today is the ending of my 25th day. I'm really nervous about my psychiatrist appt. tomorrow to re-evaluate my taper. I didn't expect it to go by this fast. Either way it will be one step closer to being normal and stable.
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Wow, 25 days under the belt!
You're doing great, Stardust.
Good luck with the psychiatrist tomorrow, you can do it :)
 
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