Boku_
Bluelighter
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- Nov 4, 2008
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I was thinking about my current pattern of home meth use for the past year compared to 10+ years ago when i used to stims at nightclubs and would often use weekly on a friday or/and a Saturday night and it really does surprise me how much easier the home use drug ride has been for the past year seeing as i am yet to go overboard on the dose of stim's i use and end up going 4-5 nights without sleep.I lost count how many times i went 50+ hours without sleep from something as simple as taking 4 pills in a night while out at a club. Obviously the nights i went a long time with out sleep the pills i consumed were made of pretty much pure speed. I did have good nights out where i would take 3 or 4 pills plus snort some speed and ketemine and i would have the night of my life but just be awake for the one night. sometimes i would even hammer down 7 or 8 bongs of weed and i would pass out the next morning and wake up fresh in the afternoon to smoke some more bongs. I think the point i am trying to get across is using drugs like amphetamines weekly and cannabis daily i never gave my body or especially my mind a chance to recover
Fast forward to now and i use smokable meth the most would argue is far more troublesome than old skool pills and speed but IME i have nothing bad to say about ice, I put my positive attitude of meth down to the fact i use once every 14 days which gives me enough time to recover as well as plenty of time to feel normal and enjoy others things in life other than smoking meth. Also what helps at most when i purchase ice from my dealer i get just enough to keep me awake for one night no multi day binges for me these days i know it does fuck a lot of drug users who smoke meth a home but the main cause of their problems IMO is that they purchase a bigger amount of meth that is needed for one single smoking session that will keep a user awake for one night. The main problem with meth is that if you have more meth on you it is really hard to say no to smoking more meth and getting higher and higher all while causing more sleep deprivation.
The point i am trying to get across is that if your a drug user wondering what counts as sensible use of meth as far as i am concerned using at the most once every 14 days is a good rate of meth use to aim for. Of course it would be good to have breaks of more than 2 weeks regularly. I base this 2 week statement on my past meth use since December 2014 which has been a fairly consistent level of meth use and for the most part this meth use hasn't costed me any negative experiences. Touch wood so far so good.
Just wondering does anyone on the australian DD on bluelight disagree with me and think meth once every 2 weeks is actually too much and will lead to negative affects on the lifestyle and health of a meth user.
And please guys i am not trying to come across as the perfect strong willed drug user who has no problems i am just merely trying to say fortnightly stim use is way less destructive than weekly stim use.
Fast forward to now and i use smokable meth the most would argue is far more troublesome than old skool pills and speed but IME i have nothing bad to say about ice, I put my positive attitude of meth down to the fact i use once every 14 days which gives me enough time to recover as well as plenty of time to feel normal and enjoy others things in life other than smoking meth. Also what helps at most when i purchase ice from my dealer i get just enough to keep me awake for one night no multi day binges for me these days i know it does fuck a lot of drug users who smoke meth a home but the main cause of their problems IMO is that they purchase a bigger amount of meth that is needed for one single smoking session that will keep a user awake for one night. The main problem with meth is that if you have more meth on you it is really hard to say no to smoking more meth and getting higher and higher all while causing more sleep deprivation.
The point i am trying to get across is that if your a drug user wondering what counts as sensible use of meth as far as i am concerned using at the most once every 14 days is a good rate of meth use to aim for. Of course it would be good to have breaks of more than 2 weeks regularly. I base this 2 week statement on my past meth use since December 2014 which has been a fairly consistent level of meth use and for the most part this meth use hasn't costed me any negative experiences. Touch wood so far so good.
Just wondering does anyone on the australian DD on bluelight disagree with me and think meth once every 2 weeks is actually too much and will lead to negative affects on the lifestyle and health of a meth user.
And please guys i am not trying to come across as the perfect strong willed drug user who has no problems i am just merely trying to say fortnightly stim use is way less destructive than weekly stim use.