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Vicarious987

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Bluelight community, hi there! I just first want to say I am excited to be an active member here. I've been using this site for a long while now and decided to finally post in the forums today. If you take the to read this and genuinely respond, just know that I sincerely appreciate it.

No idea where to start so I'll keep it brief with bullets. I am 23 years old. DOC is Kris, never thought someone so beautiful could be such a swift little bitch. Psychoactive substances have been my biggest interest (obsession is more accurate) since discovering hydrocodone at 16. Drugs fascinate me more than anything else. The actual process of learning about each new drug until I have a full understanding of its history, purpose, origin, etc., it's great. Aside from that I like to write poetry/prose, draw, chill with friends and engage in or provoke discussions that reach deeper than whatever the media decides to cook for lunch while stomping on tomorrow's dinner.

Music Suggestions:

Cherub, they are phenomenal, especially their album MoM and DaD. Songs: Doses and Mimosas, Hold Me, Promise, Heartbreaker, among other jams.

Jon Bellion, highly talented musician. Listen to his songs Luxury, Simple and Sweet, An Immigrant, and Woodstock (A Psychedelic Fiction).

Hopefully I can offer some help, learn something new or useful every day as well as contribute to the various discussions.

Best Regards,

Your internet friend
 
Welcome .... I love Psychedelic substances the most followed right behind Marijuana... I have a wide spectrum of music Genres that I listen to depending on mood and company. Ill check out your suggestions
 
Well its nice to meet you!
I just joined bluelight tonight actually. I just turned 29 3 days ago (getting old blows). I dabble in pretty much everything with a few exceptions. I would have to say that I'm more into opiates then anything else. I am a Paramedic, Respiratory Therapist, and I just finished my schooling for Pharmacology, thank heaven for that, that was a ton of schooling. Like you I wanted to learn about all the different types of drugs, and the uses for each type, I also wanted to know the chemistry behind it, how do they create them, how do they construct them, and how they can start by coming up with a specific illness or disease and create a compound that will treat and hopefully cure the target disease they set out to help people with.

I do use IV pain killers every now and then when my neck and back start to hurt really bad. I got hit by a drunk driver while walking home from a friends and broke my spine in 8 places, was is 6 month coma from it as well. So yeah when it gets bad I'll IV one or two to spot the pain.

Hahaaaa sorry didn't mean to give life story but what's typed it typed. I do have a lot of knowledge about drugs, including how to abuse them safely so if anyone has a question feel free to ask. I'd rather you guys be safe by doing it the correct way than to end up in an ER.
 
Welcome to bluelight!!!

WELCOME TO BLUE LIGHT!!!​
Hello, I am sure you know me, but if not. I am Matt aka Methew to my homies. Im 18 about to be 19 in 5 days.

Hobbies: Working, Smoking Weed, Smoking Heroin, Smoking Meth, Smoking Cigarettes, Taking long walks, sitting outside by the starlight staring off into space literally, playing with my family for the fun of it, posting in forums, dealing with depression, and controlling my Ups and Downs from Bipolar, but failing because of Mania which makes me do stupid shit as it is to add drugs into the mix not good.

Music: Black Veil Brides, Blood On The Dance Floor, Hawthorne Heights, Silverstein, Bring Me The Horizon, Snow Whites Poison Bite, Falling In Reverse, Escape The Fate, The Used, System of A Down, BrokENCyde, Dot Dot Curve, but above all BOTDF is my favorite ( Blood On The Dance Floor) I love tweeking to their songs.

Interests: Conspiracies, Meth, Heroin, Death, Satan and God (But only the stories and the wise words is what matters to me I don't care about being saved im going to Hell).

Favorite Color: Black and Red

Favorite Animals: Ravens and Crows

Worst fear: Blowing up any of my blood vessels or veins from shooting. Losing anything off my body because of drugs or illness...

Darkest Secret: I am not the man who they all see. They all see my mask. They cannot see into the depths of me. They know not of my sinful ways and of my gluttony and greed. My first taste of sin was so young I learned fast and became tried and true. I truly can be different people which is why I am convinced I am bipolar.. Because... One day im happy, sad, angry, and down. Another day im happy upbeat positive and manic. Other days im sick as shit and completely bitchy and moody. And some days... I have an episode... If something upsets me enough or if I feel threatened... Or like someone is stepping on my toes.. I will let you know straight up how much hate I have for you how much rage I stored up. I will say things that take your breath away and make you wish you were dead and wish you would have never fucked with me. I will fist fight you and bite and kick and destroy property. I will make horrible threats and hurt myself. A few times ive slammed my head against the wall till I bled and bled... Or I will clutch my fingers so hard my palms bleed.. Im also cunning, manipulative, way to perceptive, violent, calm, collected, reserved, unique, analytical, and lucky. Not to mention I have no bars or limits. Nothing holds me back not even if it means hurting someone else. I am not afraid to die. I chase death. Every day is a war between up an down and then back around. Its kind of fun being a new person every day to be honest.
 
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