LimE_kanDie
Bluelighter
i sit and look at the world...and realize how small and lost i am...thats theres nothin in the world that will ever compare to me...i feel surroned by misleading people and just plain bull shit...i feel so alone...as i begin to come to terms with how small i really am...how week i really am...i sit and yearn for the things...that will never come back...he will never come back...i cant come to terms with myself...i cant deny the lies that i have told myself...i fell in too deep...i dont know where to start...unraveling everything that i...i have no idea what i am doin...or where i am goin...i dont feel like i am there enough for people...i dont feel like i am much of ne thing ne more...i want someone to love me...and...i was goin to give him my world...he took my everything instead...i cant move on...i cant forget...this lingering pain...although i want it to go away...its the only thing that comforts me...that is there for me...i cant stand bein by myself...i cant stand bein myself...i want to fade away...i cant live with myself...i hate having to look at myself...and admit to the shit that i do...i hate to look in the mirror and know what kind of person i am...i hate how he can see it in me...i hate how he knows what i am hiding...i wanna reach out to someone...but they dont understand...no one ever does...i know what i have to do...but i cant find it in myself to do it...i cant find the strength to finally admit to myself what i have really become...
cgm
12-04-00
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~*~GraCie~*~
cgm
12-04-00
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~*~GraCie~*~
