MollySallyMaryJane
Greenlighter
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- Feb 19, 2014
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This is Brief history of used drugs: DXM,LSA,diphenhydramine, all types of opiates/opioids,Xanax, Salvia,Focalin,k2, marijuana(obviously)
So i have noticed i have to ability to trip while sober, while most times mild (objects morphing in shape, or paterns/lines becoming defined and undefined) when i focus on objects or concentrate in general. But other times during the night i can fall into a COMPLETE trip that rivals a 3rd platue dxm trip in terms on Visuals ONLY.. Geometric patterns shifting and morphing. Defined objects fading in and out, or dissapearing completely into walls or the ceiling. Along with a "supernatural" type feeling.
That said i wonder if i have really learned something from my trips and learned how to harness them, or if i just have a case of HPPD. Keep in mind i dont mind these hallucinatory/dreamlike states. They just come at random times and make me really wonder.. Why?? The best way i can describe it is a combination or LSA and DXM. At times i keep my self from falling back asleep because i find these visual states to be beautiful and fascinating in a weird way.
And then theres other times where i feel an ominous, almost Evil presence. As if im in danger or being watched/approached.
Maybe someone else has had similar experiences?
:O
So i have noticed i have to ability to trip while sober, while most times mild (objects morphing in shape, or paterns/lines becoming defined and undefined) when i focus on objects or concentrate in general. But other times during the night i can fall into a COMPLETE trip that rivals a 3rd platue dxm trip in terms on Visuals ONLY.. Geometric patterns shifting and morphing. Defined objects fading in and out, or dissapearing completely into walls or the ceiling. Along with a "supernatural" type feeling.
That said i wonder if i have really learned something from my trips and learned how to harness them, or if i just have a case of HPPD. Keep in mind i dont mind these hallucinatory/dreamlike states. They just come at random times and make me really wonder.. Why?? The best way i can describe it is a combination or LSA and DXM. At times i keep my self from falling back asleep because i find these visual states to be beautiful and fascinating in a weird way.
And then theres other times where i feel an ominous, almost Evil presence. As if im in danger or being watched/approached.
Maybe someone else has had similar experiences?
:O
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