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ADD // anything i tend to do after i can move once the whipit /n2o wore off can be considered pretty retarded! Anything! Like, in those 10 minutes afterwards after the whipit wears off i have to lock myself in my room or something, especialy when people are in the house, or i had a more than 2 pills.
A while ago i was at a party, did a lot of E and did some n2o... I found myself in the bathtub while the shower was on standing under warm watter with clothes and my MP3 Player in my hand... And literally everybody at the party was standing there looking at me while other brought me some juice, something dry to wear and my best buddy. I don't remember shit how that happened. My best buddy told me that it was inhaling / exhaling a balloon for about 5 minutes, then he said i jumped up, ran out of the house to my car ( i had no keys luckily), got my mp3player, rambling something about floats and secret society and locked myself in the bathroom. There he heard me yelling / screaming / moaning and they opened the door. And yes they have pictures. I snapped back to reality when i saw the flash and realized that i was standing in the bathtub with clothes on, everybody looking at me and i was death silent. First thing i said was "lockup with manager to the keys please, it is that they want". (Note, that is a sentence i say at work a lot when i page somebody "A manager with keys to the lockup, they want 2 digital cameras"), then i fell forwards into my friends arms, and the last thing i did that night was trying to kiss him while he caught me falling.
Then i remember comming back to reality in a car on the backseat with my close buddy giving me some orange juice. Someone else was driving obviously, he did nothing that night cause he was the driver. But my close buddy told me that i was rambling about conspiracy and something about music for like the whole duration of the drive (like 30 minutes), and that my eyes were rolling back and stuff,but when i finally came back i couldn't remember anything.
They took pictures and my close buddy even has a clip of me standing in the tub brabbling to myself, and when i was trying to kiss him and when i was in the car
He didn't show them to anybody, he just wanted to show me how fucking scary that was, and how tripped out i was cause i remembered nothing from what i saw in the pics / video.
After that i continued blacking out and next found myself in my room in my bed with my buddy sitting there, playing games on my xbox. He had made me breakfast and a banana-milkshake. God i love that guy, we take care for each other. One day he can get wasted and i wont leave his side, and then one day i can get wasted and he doesn't leave my side.
But fuck, everything i have done while regaining mobility after n2o is fucking retarded. Like swallowing even more pills or running away into the night, or undressing yourself and rolling on the carpet... My buddy loves to be around me while i do n2o and e cause he says he never knows what he's gonna get.