bluemonday*P
Bluelighter
Hi There,
So basically here's my situation..
I Have been doing "speed" for the past about two years and obviously my body is much more tolerant to its effects.
I do about 1 pill per day, which used to give me a decent high (depending on the pill I get) but now pretty much does nothing. What I like about speed is that I can pop or do it in lines, I have loss appetite (one of the reasons I chose to do it) and it gives me confidence and energy (main reason for doing it).
It also isn't an obvious high to others that are around me, like I love the high of more intense drugs like mdma or extacy but for daily basis speed isn't noticable to others and I still enjoyed the feeling even though its more settle, which I want in a drug, and when I want a higher feeling then I would simply take more.
I don't want to do "speed" because I know its crap, Its sooo cheap so thats also a reason I've been doing this, I can't afford cocaine..
And also speed isn't very addictive, I have become dependant on it but when I take a day off of it I'm not withdrawling, I may be a little "downer" feeling and wanting to do it but nothing much more than that.
Although speed was ideal for what feelings, price and the non-addictiveness I wanted, I want to do something else because I know its filled with crap, and I would like to use something similar, but not as dirty.
Any suggestions? I've heard Adderall (XR IR?) would be better..
Thanks so much for reading! I have no one to talk to about drugs really so I really appreciate it!
