Absolutely. I wish judemental people could understand the powerlessness, the helpless feeling when you don’t even want to get high anymore, but your brain and body drive you mad until you do. But thank god they don’t know the feeling I guess. I don’t want everyone to suffer, I just wish there was more understanding. Me and every other junkie, I’m sure. My birthday is tomorrow and I’m either going to be dopesick or hating myself for getting high. There’s no in between.
Wow sorry for the heaviness, not what I meant for this post. I’m just feeling a lot of feelings and none of them good lately.