See ya.

[rewiiired]

You
You’ve got me on a weird sort of short leash,
just stringing me along, making me think
I’m on just the tip of your toungue,
but it’s just the raspberry of my life.

Offer me a taste here and there
to keep me prinsoner.
Get bored with me,
find another pawn.

What I deserved has past.
You gave me a crystal clear answer
to the question I never really asked.
It’ll never really happen and that’s
a shame I accept.

You
You’ve really always been out of reach.
You’re just another beautiful example, so it seems,
of my addiction to a constand quest for the unachievable:
the result of my dual desires to be so close but be free.

If that’s the case, it’s clear my fear
can only be faced this way.
Retort my seeming fate, end this,
it’s been so fucking long now.

I want a goal that I can hold,
but I want someone, something I can’t define
not a girl who turns me on and leaves me cold.
Not someone who reminds me
of what I fear I’ll forever be
but someone who reinforces, reflects
who I desire to be, all I could be
and with you, I just don’t see it,
so see ya.

 

[Reverend_Lust]

I want a goal that I can hold,
but I want someone, something I can’t define
not a girl who turns me on and leaves me cold.

I love that. Im in the same boat as you. My old best friend neglected me for a boyfriend and treated me like a piece of shit. like in your poem it says

You gave me a crystal clear answer
to the question I never really asked.

She gave me the answer and basically let me know I had to tell her to fuck off until shes ready to treat me good, and since then life has been so great. It was a big burden off my shoulders, and since then I have met people who treat me so good. Its hard to do it but you seem to relise it isnt your fault and nothing you can do can change it, that it has to happen. Im proud of you for relising this as I did. Just wait and see how it feels. Need anyone to talk to hit me up, AIM-Shamrok976

Over all this is a great piece, well written and I can totally relate, thanks, you made me feel im not the only one going thru this