Phoenix_rising
Bluelighter
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- Sep 22, 2010
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who would take part in a study that sounds so much like dystopian fiction. you couldn't convince me there was a non-placebo group and the study wasn't about something else.
i have days where before going to bed i'll realize i only spoke half a dozen words to one person, and they were "thanks" and "i don't need a bag."
tonight i was walking to the grocery store to get some cookies and an old lady was walking on (my) right hand of the sidewalk. i moved over to the left, because what do i have to prove to her. after i passed i realized she said, "good evening."
Did you say "good evening" back? The old lady probably hadn't spoken to anyone either. We all hear about the elderly and loneliness,but loneliness in the young gets overlooked.
I think many of us who use drugs end up using them to fill the void. I mean I ordered some 3-ho-pcp over a week ago because I read in a trip report that it's a great drug for gaming on or watching movies. I'm gutted because my order never arrived so I'll never know how good it would've been to fill the emptiness.