Begging for scraps at loves table just
to feel his love in my bones again
to fill this desire, to claim my place
to know my worth, to feel my value.. ..
insensitive monster holding me close telling me these half truths and explainable lies to my face behind my back where does he keep his shame
humbled with out my pride feeling the great sedated need the clock ticks my body calls falling, fading into blackness my body tingles, my skin crawls, my soul screams
cut up in pieces here and there shattered splinter broken floating above myself above it all like leaves blowing in the wind here
there everywhere but really no where
caressing my face are the hands of my fate, hold them,touch them, come from within rise up be strong again gutted removed taken my sanity... the secret shame of me
its been a while
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The more you run over a dead cat the flatter it gets...
to feel his love in my bones again
to fill this desire, to claim my place
to know my worth, to feel my value.. ..
insensitive monster holding me close telling me these half truths and explainable lies to my face behind my back where does he keep his shame
humbled with out my pride feeling the great sedated need the clock ticks my body calls falling, fading into blackness my body tingles, my skin crawls, my soul screams
cut up in pieces here and there shattered splinter broken floating above myself above it all like leaves blowing in the wind here
there everywhere but really no where
caressing my face are the hands of my fate, hold them,touch them, come from within rise up be strong again gutted removed taken my sanity... the secret shame of me
its been a while
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The more you run over a dead cat the flatter it gets...
