Pulpo
Bluelighter
I'll keep this short. edit: lol
I was reading on wiki about this topic, and a lot of the symptoms are scary accurate for, well, when I'm high. Like, the bit they were saying about accepting an external force to control you, to acknowledge opinions that the eye of the beholder accepts from an external intelligence.
Stress is rooted to my typical high. My typical smoke is during midnight in the cold desert, and my chest contracts. Panic attacks are all too common on the way back. Thinking about consequences on a single train of thought, to the point that I can't get sleep anymore.
I read a subarticle on Catatonia. Malignant Catatonia caught my eye. It talks of acute intervals of the body becoming rigid for long intervals, no eye contact, basically the social + bodily conscience are turned off. Weed does this to me and causes me a great deal of heart pain.
I'm in denial and I finally find the truth, pot is hurting me. All this time I've been blaming other things.
I was reading on wiki about this topic, and a lot of the symptoms are scary accurate for, well, when I'm high. Like, the bit they were saying about accepting an external force to control you, to acknowledge opinions that the eye of the beholder accepts from an external intelligence.
Stress is rooted to my typical high. My typical smoke is during midnight in the cold desert, and my chest contracts. Panic attacks are all too common on the way back. Thinking about consequences on a single train of thought, to the point that I can't get sleep anymore.
I read a subarticle on Catatonia. Malignant Catatonia caught my eye. It talks of acute intervals of the body becoming rigid for long intervals, no eye contact, basically the social + bodily conscience are turned off. Weed does this to me and causes me a great deal of heart pain.
I'm in denial and I finally find the truth, pot is hurting me. All this time I've been blaming other things.
