Scared,worried after drug binge..

[bondybeach222]

I really need some advice..I am extremely worried that there is something wrong with me.

On Friday we had quite a massive binge on Speed and mdma crystals.... we used from Friday 4PM until Saturday6 PM. I can't really say how much it was but is was far too much. probably around 2.5g MDMA (between 3 People and 2-3g Speed between 4 People). Had a bit of alcohol too. (Wine, rum etc.)

When we finally tried to go to bed (around 7pm Saturday), I started Feeling very strange. My legs were shaking, had some cramps...I felt very dizzy..Pins and needles in my legs, Hands, arms... I was breathing heavily not feeling well at all...this lasted the whole night. My BF was looking after me, gave me cold towels and was monitoring my breathing.

Whole symptoms got worse and worse, I was extremely dizzy, scared, started feeling a bit sick too, couldn't feel my face, arms properly due to Pins and needls etc. when I tried going to toilet. (BF had to hold me, could not walk alone) I got unconscious twice, but just for a few seconds both times. (This happened when I tried to get up, not when I was lying on the bed)...we managed it somehow true the night, I was very scared ... at around 5AM I slept for 4 hours...spend the whole Sunday in bad- Feeling poorly, Monday same thing.

On Monday I managed to eat some fruits, Tuesday went to work, but still feeling awful. In the night from Tuesday to Wednesday I went to bed very early, and again Pins and needles in my arms and face. I fell asleep but had horible, very realistic nightmares. ( I knew I needed to wake myself up, but couldn't...when I finally woke up I was all sweaty and scared)
Today I feel stil very tired and I am so worried, as I have still have Pins and needles in my hands and my face.

What can I do? I am scared that I have messed up something in my body. Should I see a doctor? Will I feel normal again? I would be extremely grateful for some answers, if someone has experienced something like that before... THX

 

[Bearlove]

The pins and needles do not sound right if you were using MDMA and speed - are you sure that is what you took (did you test it with a kit). If not and you were using something else the pins and needles could be down to vasoconstriction (certain drugs sold as MDMA / Speed can give you these effects.

If your concerned then I would say seek professional help. After that the only thing you can do is give it some time.

The nightmares you mention are very common so as the shaky feelings, sweating and feeling scared etc.

I think you now know that taking such large amounts of chemicals can lead to a horrible comedown so please try and reduce the amounts.

 

[aq.]

anon > bdd

 

[TheLostBoys]

If you have any xanax or Valium, take a little bit to calm you down........I've never had pins & needles from stims but have had everything else you're describing from MDMA & coca.......

Could be that your blood pressure is low as well, that may be a reason you're tired & sweating.

I've been thru it & I can tell you that it will take some time to get over.......any time you take stims, always have a benzo to take afterwards........

I haven't touched stims in a very long time & won't for the reasons you're describing........

 

[Bman2]

Yea the stims will do crazy stuff to you, espcially doing both of those is like a double whammy of speed since mdma is already speedy on its own. I always had an assortment of weird sensations that would worry me. They eventually went away after a couple days. You probably did more and therefore need to give your body more time to get over it. If you're noticing any improvement at all, then that's a positive sign. I would have to think it will continue to get better. Give yourself another cple days and re-assess.

 

[TheLostBoys]

I went to the hospital one time after dosing on several X pills over several days, not a good idea.......it was back in the late 90's & I went because my heart wouldn't stop beating fast when I would stand up to walk or to do something physical.......use to wake up sweating & heart beating fast. ....mind you, I also had back pain & mix that with the severe anxiety I received from X (didn't have benzos & didn't know what they were back then) ......

Doctor did several tests on me & everything came back great, she said I was healthy w/o any problems & I told her I was having bad anxiety & with the back pain, it made the anxiety so much worse.

After using stims, always make sure you have some Valium or xanax on hand.

Its anxiety that sneaks up on you & you don't know you are going thru it until you feel like crap.......