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I wish I could make you understand that you were a fine and special person with some issues like most people. I wished so intensely that my words had an effect on you when I had seen how beautiful you can be at times. How grateful, generous and poetic. I wish life had not harmed you so that much. I wish life had not harmed me that much. Good moments will be forever remembered.
 
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You are, were and will always be the worst thing thag ever happened to me. You left and took a piece of me with you. But do I regret it, no... one second of love with you was more powerful than the months of emptiness you left me with. I wish, if I could have you one more time, to kiss, make love to you, thay would beat the high you left me chasing.
 
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You are, were and will always be the worst thing thag ever happened to me. You left and took a piece of me with you. But do I regret it, no... one second of love with you was more powerful than the months of emptiness you left me with. I wish, if I could have you one more time, to kiss, make love to you, thay would beat the high you left me chasing.
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Why don't you text this one. Sounds good.
 
I want you to be healthy and be happy without me. I know I am going down hill, it's only a matter of time till I'm gone. I am terrified you will follow me when it happens. You don't need me, you will find someone much better who isn't fucked up.
 
Guess what, you abusive asshole? Though while undiagnosed, my Ehlers Danlos DESTROYED all health til I couldnt be financially independent anymore, last year, *I* figured out what I had....then found out, as confirmation, at least 2 relatives have it. (generic). So, since knowing the cause, the WHY, I've been improving my health. So I can work ft again. You might think it's so we can habe a better life, but even when I killed myself working six days aweek plus doing everything ehaw, until I landed in the emergency room twice close toi death, I'm doing it to get the FUCK.AWAY FROM YOU. Who will you blame when I'm not here? Obvious answer should bee yourself, but that alcohol sure has a way of convincing you it's everyone else. Have a GREAT LIFE, and after all those beatings, SEVERE BEATINGS AND INJURIES THAT I STILL HAVE, AND ESPECIALLY WITH EDS, I dint owe you jack shit. Soi dint cry to me when you finally drunk yourself into health hell that you did to yourself, after a past of horrendously abusing me and mocking my health even though I never give up sbd actually figured it out myself and an improving now. Fuck you buddy. Oh, and you suck in bed.
 
I love you and I used to love the song 1979, I really did. But after about 2,578 times hearing it, you have no idea how much strength it takes to tolerate it for your sake. I know how much you love it so I'll let you enjoy it but God fucking damn, I don't think I've gone from liking a song to hating it so much in my entire life. I don't feel bad for making you listen to my playlists over and over in the car anymore.
 
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I don't believe you don't remember talking about that. You want me to doubt about my memory. Come on..
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That, my friend, when someone does it to you deliberately, is called "gaslighting", to make you doubt your own sanity, and it Is a form of abuse.
 
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Sometimes you confuse me so much. Sometimes I like you quite a lot even though I absolutely know I shouldn't because as anything more, we would have some FIGHTS lol. I wish you recognized your worth, what I see. I wish you didn't feel so afraid of not having enough that you take it to extremes to ensure that you have more than you need. These extremes will only end badly for you. I know you hide your pain, so deeply you probsbly don't even know you have any. It's a shame we couldn't have met many years ago....maybe? Who knows. I think you felt more strongly than you ever said out if fear, and in our situation thst was probably smart, and I did the same. But things have changed. You've changed. These extremes are not bringing out your best qualities. I'm so worries about you, and have told you this. I know it's getting on your nerves and I'm sory and I've cut down. But what I day is the TRUTH and you KNOW IT. I just hope you stop before it's too late. You are a special person, very unique, interesting, funny, smart, and courageous. Have faith in yourself, sweetheart. I can't maker you change but I hope I've made you think. Sigh :/
 
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I love you and I used to love the song 1979, I really did. But after about 2,578 times hearing it, you have no idea how much strength it takes to tolerate it for your sake. I know how much you love it so I'll let you enjoy it but God fucking damn, I don't think I've gone from liking a song to hating it so much in my entire life. I don't feel bad for making you listen to my playlists over and over in the car anymore.
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haha I hate that song, due to the excess air-play it got! Listening to Billy Corgan whine and that repetitive beat , gah! It scrapes my already withering, tolerance-nerve.:|
 
To Cyrus:

Although we sit next to each other in class and there's a fatso in front of us can you stop touching me all the time lmao
 
You are so fucking annoying and I don't know how much longer I can deal with it. I need my personal space, yet you take every single opportunity that you have to intrude in it.
 
I think about you way too much sometimes.

Pity I know it would likely not work out. Not as things currently are, anyway. Xo
 
My friend, I love you so very much. I can't believe you have ti be such a damn hard ass sometimes....i so wish you'd have told me when that happened....i has NO IDEA, I'm across the country.... Thank GOD you are ok. I love you. Something in us both is the same, you know?

Thank you for always bring brutally honest with me....it never offend me because I know you are looking out for my well being. Though you aren't an individual of many words, the things you do say are sincere, and I cherish the few times you have said you live me although through your actions I had no doubt.

Jesus.....thank GOD you are ok....
I don't even know what to say....

Thank you, world, for letting then be ok after that.....
 
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