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It's still you... I missed you so much and I tried really hard not to love you. I just can't help it. I cannot control my heart and you have it.
 
I wish that somebody would tell me they loved me.

Creepy guy you do not count. Where is my nice city burning love?
 
Was that a big enough load for you? I hadnt masturbated in since i can remember anyway hope you enjoyed it :)
 
I'm so glad you are now becoming part of our lives again. Happy to see you growing and so bright, we all feel good around you. Please don't change.
 
I dreamt of that memory again last night. The one where we drove all day through the island of Cozumel looking for that perfect spot. When we found it the feeling was so surreal. The islanders smiled and welcomed us to paradise. The waves were constant and the water felt so perfect. But in this dream, I lose you. As I look for you the waves continue to pound against my body that weakens with every hit I take, gasping for air as I frantically search for you. Then I realize I am alone. I have always been alone. Without you these memories don't feel real anymore. Like they never happened. They were all just made up dreams, soon to be forgotten.
 
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I can't trust you. My feelings for you and about you are so screwed up and complicated and I wish that I could trust you. I feel like a hypocrite for feeling that way but there's just no way. Sometimes being around you makes me feel more alone.
 
I don't believe you don't remember talking about that. You want me to doubt about my memory. Come on..
 
Are you really doing as good as you say you are? I have my doubts that you are off and stopped selling dope. When you forgot your phone at my house why didn't my call show up as missed? I think you have 2 phones. You know you can't lie to me! I am way too smart and you always get caught. You might as well tell the truth now. It's just a matter of time before this blows up in your face. You look great and you didn't disappear into the bathroom and blew your loads last weekend so I just don't know. I really want to believe you and I hope you are being truthful.
 
I have heard a lot of things like that when I was hiding my addiction. I felt horrible but you know how that works.
19 months down! :)
 
I don't know if you are partying without me or avoiding me or telling the truth about what happened. But I do feel lonely and depressed. I feel like you don't like me anymore and don't want to be around me. I wish i had a life and friends but i don't. I'm a loner and nobody understands me or wants to be around me. I was very grateful to have you as my friend. But now that you're back into drugs and then you brought me into the fold I feel like the whole game has changed and you're a different person. I'm lost and alone and I miss you.
 
"I love you as fuck and would die for you if neccessery but sometimes I like watching you suffering for me."

Am I a sadistic or what.
 
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