All these years, you ALL judged me. And you were all WRONG. Do you even have an INKLING, even a SMALL understanding of the HELL I have been.through???? Suffering invisibly, in excruciating pain....physical....and thanks to all of you being selfish assholes, the mental and emotional TORMENT I have endured...
I DO have something wrong with me.... but it wasn't in my head, like all of you idiots assumed.
My body has been falling apart...FOR A REAL REASON.
Suck it. Really. I hope you all feel like the FOOLS you are.
Life is too short to waste it on selfish people. Perhaps BECAUSE of all I've endured, I know what's really important in life. And I will now seek others who know, too.
I will make my life better, full of good people and good things.
Have fun being ignorant idiots, who only realize on their deathbeds what a waste all of your selfish, shallow, fake bullshit pursuits were.
At least I won't die like that.
I may die younger, it may be more painful...but at least my Soul will be smiling, at the beautiful and meaningful things I got to participate in in Life.
Peace.