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I'm sorry guys and I forgive all of you. I remember all the good times and all the pain and I'm grateful but all things must come to an end and I accept that. May you all live well and be blessed in all aspects of you life. Ya'll know who you are.
 
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Hey you know that massive stain on the other side of the couch cushion? I was way too wasted and lost control of my bowels. My bad.

Oh ya..that towel was the only thing within the immediate vicinity. It was either that or I use the other cushion next to it. I'm sure you understand.
 
^^Omg lolol.... that reminds me of a story involving my ex... that I won't be posting lol.

*******

I love you. You've really gotten just SO bitter, angry, and confrontational as the years have passed. And SO judgmental. Worse still, the people you're complaining about, including me....well, you never seem to factor in your contribution. You never seem to factor in how your abusive behavior sets off a chain of events and reactions. In fact, I'm sure you don't recognize that your behavior is at all abusive. And if I were to suggest it, I'd be met with bitterness, anger, and dismissal.

The things you said to me were wrong. You're wrong. And the things you said about her, and what you did in reaction...oh my God, are you fucking SERIOUS? You know, you've done similar things to me, too. Many years ago. It was wrong then when ya did it to me, and it's wrong now when you do.it to her. She's your WIFE. Respect and love her. She's an INCREDIBLE woman. Quite frankly, you lucked the fuck out, man!

I was so frustrated. If I had called you out on that, you would've lost your mind.

Once circumstances permit me to, in the near future, I think I'll let you know these things. Because even though it may not change your ways, and even though it might cause a rift between us (I truly hope it doesn't. I love you.), it needs to be said. I'm worried about her well being. And believe it or not, I'm very concerned about you, too. Happiness is possible.

I know you've had a cold, rough life at times. I understand what that did to you. It's not that I don't understand. Hell, I feel great compassion for you, even. However....I'm .....well, I'm disappointed in you. It hurts. You can do better than this.

Maybe you need me more than I know.

I love you. Please choose peace.

Peace.
 
Why do you keep so much to yourself? Wasn´t I present enough whenever you needed me. I live up to my promises.
So just let it be. Let me worry about this, trust me. Isn´t that what we´ve been doing for so long?
 
Don't even THINK about doing something that STUPID again.

Stop making everything a fucking nightmare, causing more and more problems, making existing ones worse.

I deserve your respect.

Peace.
 
I worry because I love you. I worry when you say things that one day you'll not be telling me you're fine.

Not seeing you is going to make me sob.
 
Stop mistaking my kindness for weakness.

At this point, you're acting like a spoiled, selfish little brat and I'm over it.

Peace.
 
You are power-mad, hypocritical and a manipulator. You should have been a politician. Why do you like to wind me up, put me down, when you know what I'm going through? You like to smirk in calmness as I explode. You're my father for fuck sake. I shouldn't even love you, you sick fuck... sometimes I want to kill you. You should be scared. I am. I hate you.
 
I was thinkong about you today like i do in the summer. I remember all the details from your hair to your toes. Ill never forget the way youd smile at me or the way youd laugh. You were the most beautiful girl id ever seen. Ill never forget all those summers. I wished i could have just one more with you but i know you hate me. Thats ok tho cuz divorce is wild sometimes lol.
 
You're on my mind daily..... I wish we could talk.... There's alot I need to say to your face except this time you'll answer back.... Come back... I still need u.....
 
Please don't ever forget me.
I'll always remember the times we shared, and treasure them greatly.
They truly were the best days of my life.
You were the best thing that ever happened to me.

You're always in my thoughts, and forever in my heart, I just wish you were in my arms again, too.

I love you baby, always.
<3
 
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