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Say something you can't say to their face
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Loveandgetused1
Greenlighter
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I hate u for all ur lies and for cheating on me all the time. I hate u for all the escorts that u think I don't know about. I hate ufo rethinking I don't know u hide condoms and leave the house with them. I hate u for always taking about getting married. I hate u for telling me I have to b the one to work while u stay home and day trade but ur online looking up escorts. I hate u for never helping me pay any of the bills. I hate u for the abortion. I hate u for distorting me and saying u did nothing. I hate u for ever saying sorry. I hate u for always making me feel that every fucked up thing u do to me is some how my fault. I hate u for acting like ur so good and innocent that u do nothing and act like I'm making up every fuck up thing u do. I hate u for always trying to make me look crazy as if u putting dick in a whore is something that is logical when ur in a five year relationship. I hate u for always leaving when I confront u about the shit u do and then coming back. I hate u for making me fall so deeply in love with u. I hate u for making my daughter fall inlove with u. I hate u for making my family think ur a good guy. I have u for making everyone think ur a good guy. I hate myself for letting u back in every time. I hate myself for letting u use me. I hate myself cuz I can't even be happy. Ihate myself cuz I can't even bring myself to stop loving u. I hate myself cuz everyone tells me how exotic and beautiful I am inside and out but I can't even see it becuz I let u brake me. Ihate u for always contradicting urself telling me I should talk to u and we will not work if we are keeping things from each other. I hate myself when I have tried over and over for five years and u still do the same thing and now I'm so unhappy I don't care anymore. I hate myself becuz I let u replace my heart with a black hole that I don't want love anymore cuz all I have gotten was pain from u with all ur lies.
Waffle Sock
Bluelighter
Wholly shit. I'll pray for you
BingoBango
Bluelighter
Mate, you're full of shit.
All you are consumed by is your endless games of trying to pick up women. It was funny to hear initially but now I'm over it. It has become your life and that's all I hear from you nowadays.
I've been through thick and thin with and for you but just because I'm in a stable long-term relationship with a little less confidence (to talk to/flirt with random chicks) doesn't mean you ditch me for another like-minded friend because that's all you care about.
Our friendship is starting to turn toxic (if not already) because of these different views we have. I am not going to play the my-view-is-right card but man, I thought you're at least better than this.
Fucking loser.
All you are consumed by is your endless games of trying to pick up women. It was funny to hear initially but now I'm over it. It has become your life and that's all I hear from you nowadays.
I've been through thick and thin with and for you but just because I'm in a stable long-term relationship with a little less confidence (to talk to/flirt with random chicks) doesn't mean you ditch me for another like-minded friend because that's all you care about.
Our friendship is starting to turn toxic (if not already) because of these different views we have. I am not going to play the my-view-is-right card but man, I thought you're at least better than this.
Fucking loser.
junegreenjeans
Bluelighter
I don't want to leave you but I will if I have to.
I do neither of us any justice if i allow what we have created to bring me down.
you tell me I am a poor good for nothing b___h which tells me money does matter to you more than you claim
yet it is my income that floats us as you bring none in.
you got us this house and i clean it, pay its bills and buy its food.
i give you everything I have yet you tell me in your fight moments that i do a shitty job.
sometimes I think you assumed I had money and thought you were getting a sugar mama.
well I may not have a sailboat or be able to jet you off across the globe but i'm pretty sure your ex's didn't give you ALL of their income like I do.
I give it all because all is needed.
so when I add up your consumption and know it is twice as much as what I bring in, that you buy 20 beers a day plus your cigarettes and put them on the credit card, I cringe.
I have been with you for 3 years and we have gone out for dinner once.
You know I came from little and have been in survivor mode since I can remember. I do not need fancy clothes or salon trips. So when you drink and drink and stink up our abode then tell me i'm good for nothing, I begin to quietly and secretly pack. i had planned and wished to spend my life with you but now, i'm not so sure.
I am not loaded like you assumed I was. I give everything to this home and you. I do not believe it is enough.
I can't tell if your the fool or if i'm the fool for staying with a man like you. HOw I wish you were sweet most of the time. HOw I wish I could help you but i won't let you bring me down. no i will not.
I do neither of us any justice if i allow what we have created to bring me down.
you tell me I am a poor good for nothing b___h which tells me money does matter to you more than you claim
yet it is my income that floats us as you bring none in.
you got us this house and i clean it, pay its bills and buy its food.
i give you everything I have yet you tell me in your fight moments that i do a shitty job.
sometimes I think you assumed I had money and thought you were getting a sugar mama.
well I may not have a sailboat or be able to jet you off across the globe but i'm pretty sure your ex's didn't give you ALL of their income like I do.
I give it all because all is needed.
so when I add up your consumption and know it is twice as much as what I bring in, that you buy 20 beers a day plus your cigarettes and put them on the credit card, I cringe.
I have been with you for 3 years and we have gone out for dinner once.
You know I came from little and have been in survivor mode since I can remember. I do not need fancy clothes or salon trips. So when you drink and drink and stink up our abode then tell me i'm good for nothing, I begin to quietly and secretly pack. i had planned and wished to spend my life with you but now, i'm not so sure.
I am not loaded like you assumed I was. I give everything to this home and you. I do not believe it is enough.
I can't tell if your the fool or if i'm the fool for staying with a man like you. HOw I wish you were sweet most of the time. HOw I wish I could help you but i won't let you bring me down. no i will not.
Mariposa
Bluelight Crew
You are an amazing human being, ____. You deserve better than to work for those fools. You deserve better than to have your dog and your roommate's cat run your life.
I made a point.
The fact that your mother reached out to me in agreement... I did not expect that, and I should be more pleased than I am.
What I'm disturbed about is that you place me at the bottom of your list of priorities, when I have busted my ass to make you happy. If I choose to leave you, I can say in good conscience that I've left you better than I found you. You have an image of a perfect partner and it only kind of resembles me. You might be my partner, you certainly are my beloved, but fucking A, you're really pissing me off.
I am carefully considering how today will go. And no, it's not my fault that you lost your phone.
I made a point.
The fact that your mother reached out to me in agreement... I did not expect that, and I should be more pleased than I am.
What I'm disturbed about is that you place me at the bottom of your list of priorities, when I have busted my ass to make you happy. If I choose to leave you, I can say in good conscience that I've left you better than I found you. You have an image of a perfect partner and it only kind of resembles me. You might be my partner, you certainly are my beloved, but fucking A, you're really pissing me off.
I am carefully considering how today will go. And no, it's not my fault that you lost your phone.
deldone
Greenlighter
I watched you grow, while I remained idle.
Septonn
Bluelighter
Even though I pretend I'm fine with things not working out between us last year I still want you and feel bad every time I've seen you
claire22
Bluelighter
I thought I didn't care, but I guess I did...
I just want you to be happy.
I've spent the whole day crying thinking about it and I don't know why. I know it's selfish to think of me in this situation but it has nothing to do with me. The only thing it has to do with me about is how much I fucking care about you.
I feel so alone and powerless. So, so alone...
I spend all day alone. I've ostracised myself from everybody. I feel like nobody gives a fuck except you, and you're not even here with me. I'm not unhappy, but if I didn't have you I would be. You have to be strong. Cos I don't know what I'd do without you.
I just don't understand why you did it instead of calling me, asking me for help... I feel betrayed
I just want you to be happy.
I've spent the whole day crying thinking about it and I don't know why. I know it's selfish to think of me in this situation but it has nothing to do with me. The only thing it has to do with me about is how much I fucking care about you.
I feel so alone and powerless. So, so alone...
I spend all day alone. I've ostracised myself from everybody. I feel like nobody gives a fuck except you, and you're not even here with me. I'm not unhappy, but if I didn't have you I would be. You have to be strong. Cos I don't know what I'd do without you.
I just don't understand why you did it instead of calling me, asking me for help... I feel betrayed
MD Specialist
Bluelighter
I know you loved her very much, and you still do. She is an amazing person so I completely understand. It's time to move on now though, maybe your persistence will have her back in your life, but right now we are together. Please respect that... as I respect you.
Anic118
Greenlighter
I hate you!!!
I have never hated anyone in my life until now. You disrespected me on so many different levels and I don't know anyone who has hurt me this much or made me feel this broken. Now I'm not stupid, and I wouldn't kid myself into thinking I was your girlfriend. Were really good friends who hook up when we hang out together. We've gotten really fucked up together and both of us have admitted that we have feelings for each other but were not in a good place for us and it's better that way. I didn't expect you to not see other people or fuck other people and I was doing the same thing. However, calling a prostitute over and fucking her without shame while you and I were hanging out and supposed to be working on a project together was inappropriate, selfish, and hurtful. Knowing you do it and doing it in front of me are completely different things. I have been nothing but supportive and caring. I've been through and supported you through all of the bad shit that happened in your life. On top of all of that... He thinks that I have no right to be upset.
Oh well.... I know I was a great friend and that I'm a good person. It hurts because I know when he's had time to sober all the way up and think clearly about things he'll apologize, but there are just somethings that I'm sorry doesn't work for.
I hope it was all worth it.
I have never hated anyone in my life until now. You disrespected me on so many different levels and I don't know anyone who has hurt me this much or made me feel this broken. Now I'm not stupid, and I wouldn't kid myself into thinking I was your girlfriend. Were really good friends who hook up when we hang out together. We've gotten really fucked up together and both of us have admitted that we have feelings for each other but were not in a good place for us and it's better that way. I didn't expect you to not see other people or fuck other people and I was doing the same thing. However, calling a prostitute over and fucking her without shame while you and I were hanging out and supposed to be working on a project together was inappropriate, selfish, and hurtful. Knowing you do it and doing it in front of me are completely different things. I have been nothing but supportive and caring. I've been through and supported you through all of the bad shit that happened in your life. On top of all of that... He thinks that I have no right to be upset.
Oh well.... I know I was a great friend and that I'm a good person. It hurts because I know when he's had time to sober all the way up and think clearly about things he'll apologize, but there are just somethings that I'm sorry doesn't work for.
I hope it was all worth it.
BlueSaffron
Bluelighter
I'm yours 
modelskinny
Bluelighter
You don't even fucking know me, so save your constant messages about what you "think I'm about" and how I'm trying to "hustle you" to your damn self. I don't want to date you and I made that clear. Just because you're bitter because you got rejected doesn't make me a bad person. I told you I was completely emotionally unavailable from the start.
Lesson learned. Glad I trusted my gut. I'm staying as far as fuck away from you, you clingy child.
Lesson learned. Glad I trusted my gut. I'm staying as far as fuck away from you, you clingy child.
Black Rabbit of Inle
Bluelight Crew
Sometimes I don't think you really get it...
iamthesuck
Bluelighter
- Joined
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Why don't you appreciate me? You need to stop overreacting and think before you act. You're gonna get yourself into a lot of shit diving in head first the way you do
zzITCHY420zz
Bluelighter
how deep was our bond if thats all it takes for you to be gone
Septonn
Bluelighter
Just cut the crap and let me know how you feel. I really don't know what to make of these mixed messages and its fucking with my head.
ed.ston
Bluelighter
Tu eres(*) la chica mas bonita y amistosa que he encontrado alli. Te puedo imaginar siendo mi esposa. Voy a volver a verte mi amor.
* you confused ser with estar and anyway, don't use past tense there because she's not dead. I know this is the 'something you can't say to their face' thread but I've decided to help you, just in case you grow a pair.
Pagey
Bluelight Crew
I've said it a billion times already but I miss you so so so much 
I hate that the closest I can get to saying that to your face is through a computer screen. Long-distance is horrible, I need you
I hate that the closest I can get to saying that to your face is through a computer screen. Long-distance is horrible, I need you
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