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haha I was rather drunk and high on MD when I wrote that, however I think I'll keep it up.
 
^^ Don't dwell on it. Look forward. You'll meet new beautiful people. I've been in that exact same spot.



You only helped to remind me of the lessons that I learned at a very young age, and reinforced my drive. I never would have made half the accomplishments that I made in life without somebody telling me that I couldn't do it. Defiance is deeply ingrained in me. So is a healthy lack of trust and ability for instant emotional severance. All I can do is thank you haha. If you knew this, probably the most hurtful part to you would be that......it's not out of spite, It's just indifference. I'm not mad.
 
Why couldn't you live over here instead.. :(

I guess I was digging myself a hole the first time I messaged you. And we both knew it.

Sigh.
 
I kind of hope you don't get the abortion. I kinda hope maybe you've been pregnant longer than we've realized and maybe it's too late for an abortion. I know I'm not ready right now. Our lives aren't in a place where we can start a family.

But you're the only girl ever who has made me start to want a family. You're the only girl where the thought of getting married doesn't freak me out.

I know it would be more than we could handle but I wanna take on that challenge. I want to rise to the occasion. I know I could do it. I know you definitely could do it.

I don't know...killing that baby seems like killing our future.
 
^I hope whatever happens works out for you, that sounds really tough :(

Dear you,

I only briefly went into the bullshit I've faced these past several months with regard to relationships, and then you went and pulled more or less the same thing! I felt so connected getting to know you, especially out at the show and in the kitchen. I didn't think you'd start WWIII because you're vegetarian except for bacon and I had two organic, free-range chicken tacos. I really don't need the food police on me. I had to walk away when I did.

BTW, Pabst Blue Ribbon is full of GMOs, and you drink that like it's water. Maybe we can reconnect when all of those horrible toxins are out of your body. :p
 
I wish you'd stop leading other guys on, and just open your fucking eyes to what you're doing to me. You destroyed me last time, now your doing it all over again.

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I think we should do the dirty, right here in this bathroom.
 
I know I treated you like shit. But maybe it was you who gave me the reason in the first fucking place.

Your illogical as fuck. You always have to be right, things were never your fault. You were never clear with other guys. You where essentially leading them on by not saying anything. Your a fucking mutt, and I mean it. I hope you do go to court and you get out through hell with custody issues. I won't be there to help you anymore.

I'm fucking glad we arnt speaking. I'm losing a lot of feelings towards you, and man I'm so glad. You treated me like fucking shit but you never saw it..

Fucking mutt!
 
^ hope your all good buddy

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I can't wait to treat you like a princess, fulfilling your every desire and destroying your body every night.

Soon.
 
I can't believe you can even THINK of calling me inconsiderate. Maybe you should should take a good look in the mirror. Take me out of the equation and realize all the things that I do for you. Guess it's easy to take me for granted when you can easily go back to manipulating your obsessed ex into catering to your every whim.
 
You're like only one other person I've ever met who I just want to babble onto & ask all these stupid questions & tell you about the dumbest shit in my life, maybe hoping you'd reciprocate or something. I wish I knew what caused this; I hate it. I guess it's 'cos for some reason, despite barely knowing either of you, I respect y'all a lot & want to be close to you. Thanks for helping me.
 
Ahhhh honey, I'm running out of patience trying to figure this out. You do most of the things you need to make me happy, like being kind and good to me and looking after me and baking a cake when my parents are in town and hanging out with my friends - but you also seem happy only meeting once a week, generally you want to meet less often than I do, you don't always tell me what's going on in your head or what you want..... actually, correction: you never tell me what you want. But you pick up on every little thing I say like it's a hint, you try to figure me out. I'm flattered that you want to get to know me so much but I don't know what for, I don't know how much to let you in when you keep everyone in your life at an arm's length. I don't want to become too vulnerable just for you to run away. Is it just because you want to give me what I want? Or is it a game for you, a random point of interest, something that is of no consequence? I can't get hurt again, not now. Please look after me :(
 
I really hope you're not cheating on me. I know I am probably being paranoid about nothing. But the way your friends talk...hinting, all the innuendo, the fact they think I'm not good enough for you. That shit wears me down. It's the only part of our relationship I have concerns about.

Now, the next morning, you're being distant and vacant. And the look on you face when we overheard them...how you tried to talk over them and kept changing the topic. Fuck babe. It's true isn't it? You've been fucking around on me the whole time. It's probably not even my baby.

This would be devastating but the only thing worse would be if you lied to me the whole time. Unfortunately/fortunately I won't find out until your friends start yapping again....then where am I? Where are we?
 
your insanely attractive and you were definitely interested in me (I was too drunk/ high to act on it at the time) But the fact that you added me on facebook worries me because all the pictures on there are extremely unflattering, haha.
 
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