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I miss you every second of every day. I would text you but I'm not going to cause I'm holding out hoping you actually give a fuck lol. I believe your are truly sociopathic and I don't think you have the capacity to love someone else.

I've never had so much contempt and resentment and loved someone so completely at the same time. I would say that I can forgive and forget everything just so we could be together but I would be lying. Yet I still want it.
The fact that you're going to have my child soon on top of that makes this the shittiest thing that has ever happened to me.
 
Well, I heard your cancer is in remission. FUCK!!!!! You're not going to die? You've disappointed me once again.
 
I wished I didnt have to work with you. You are the most useless coworker I have ever had to work with and you sucking up with our common friend which is the supervisor doesnt change the fact that you cant work under pressure. I refuse to be your friend as we have had arguments before and you disrespecting me as someone who has seniority over you is unacceptable!!! I WISH YOU WOULD LEAVE THE COMPANY SOON GO AWAY!!!
 
i find it highly coincidental that you suddenly want to do things now that i am interested in other people. this BS has been going on for nearly a decade, how much longer are we going to play these silly games?
 
Do you even want to repair this? I'm trying to move forward but it seems like the only thing you want to do is add salt to the wound at every opportunity you get. I understand that I have hurt you. I will forever remember that I have done so and may never forgive myself. I'm doing everything I possibly can to make you smile again.
 
When you dumped me the other day in Starbucks because you couldn't handle the fact that I was angry that you would force me to wait 10-15 months until after we are married to have sex, you didn't even leave the door open to be friends. You've been the exact opposite of how you normally are, sweet, loving, forgiving, and you say you need space but expect me to just suffer not knowing if you'll ever come back.

Sure I've been texting, calling, and trying to get you to communicate with me. Which has been a mistake. But what do you expect, we spoke everyday for almost 6 months and now you want complete silence?!? And you know my court date is coming up and how hard I was working on changing myself to better our relationship. You stabbed me in the back. And I don't even know why I wrote you that love letter.

Your right I should give you just space, infinite space. If love was that easy, but I know that if you come back to me despite the ABSOLUTE HELL you are putting me through right now, I'll probley take you back. Because you've forgiven me for much worse, and frankly, its hard to let someone go when your this co-dependent and don't feel like anyone else would ever want you. I'm terrified of being single for another 1-2 years and I'll be 30 by then and was hoping to be settled down with kids. Damn getting dumped hurts worse than opiate WD's. She dumped me, then later said she needed space. So I'm just gonna assume it's over and try and pull myself out of bed and start making positive strides in life. She was my rock though, best-friend, and it's so surreal now shes gone.
 
I am not sure why you want to be friends with me, you sent me friend requests when you know that I won't accept it. After all the bullying you have done to me in high school it's not that easy to forget you know.
 
Fuck you. You fucking liar.

Oh. And you're a backstabbing selfish little prick.
 
Clit****,

You little fucking slut. I took your virginity, sure. I shouldn't have said you were practically "raping" me when you kept persisting to have sex when I said I didn't want to a few days later. I've apologized wholeheartedly for that comment. Many times over. And over. And over. You say I'm an asshole now, when a week ago I was basically your saviour. Remember how much I helped you through? And now you won't forgive me for a single thoughtless comment. You "Lost trust" or some bullshit. How ironic that right after you said that, I asked you of you were seeing another guy at the same time before you even flew out to visit me. The answer was a "yes" in denial: "I don't think of is as being in a relationship, but I guess we could be". You will never stay faithful to anybody. Ever. You weren't honest. I truly wonder if you are a sociopath. At least my second to last night with you I told you I was just using you and spit in your face point blank (right before I came). I didn't mean it. (It was the best fuck of our lives, though). But now I wish I had meant it. I told you I didn't want a relationship when I fly back out to school, and turns out you're emotionally promiscuous enough that you've never been involved with less than 2 people, both during and after even your a 1.5 year relationship (where you hooked up with me, to your boyfriend's dismay, but he was too nice to tell you to stop). I was nice to you, other than how I told you no to sex that one fucking time, on your last day visiting me. And you just can't fucking make me pay enough for that comment.

I need someone who will give me credit for a repeated, sincere, heartfelt apology.

I need someone who is honest, and who doesn't need someone else on the side.

I need someone who doesn't tell me I'm an asshole when I've been extremely supportive.

I need someone who cares about their education and their future, not just a part time job.

I need someone who can carry a philosophical conversation with me.


I need someone... who I can respect.
 
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I'm sorry that it has to end up this way. I have been patient enough with you and did my part to be your friend. I can understand why you are upset but I don't wanna hear anymore hurtful things that are not true of your percption of me. I hope you resolve your issues.
 
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