misplaced energy
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 22, 2013
- Messages
- 294
You spent a year showing up at my house, calling and texting. You would check to see if i was doing ok. You would talk to me until 4am in the morning.
I wasn't ready to be with you then though after what i had been though. You knew i was facing some shit. You were understanding and patient.
I eventually felt like i was able to relax a little and i wanted to make a go of things with you then you blew cold on me.
I finally began to trust men again and you took that and squashed it in a matter of days.
I didn't initiate anything. You did.
Clever, that was! I hope you gained some sort of satisfaction from messing with my already troubled mind.
I built trust in the wrong person.... again.
I wasn't ready to be with you then though after what i had been though. You knew i was facing some shit. You were understanding and patient.
I eventually felt like i was able to relax a little and i wanted to make a go of things with you then you blew cold on me.
I finally began to trust men again and you took that and squashed it in a matter of days.
I didn't initiate anything. You did.
Clever, that was! I hope you gained some sort of satisfaction from messing with my already troubled mind.
I built trust in the wrong person.... again.