sarah h.

[yoUr bLiSS]

through all this high school regression, reality has slapped me in the face when only hours after posting about kevin, i ironically ran into the one girl at my mailboxes whom shattered my other high school dream... life is strange......


sarah. h.

i grew up with you
i liked you as a child
i hated you as a teenager
kevin was a crush
tommy was an obsession
7'th to 12'th grade
and a bit beyond
you were all i hated

in high school
he loved you
immediately after
his best friend
loved you as well
you were pregnant

she's 5 now
i saw her today
he has taken no responsibility
only the grandparents
your 2 year old smiles
her daddy is elsewhere
just as the 5 year olds
you have a new love
1 daddy responsible for 2
god bless he who has picked up the baggage

i no longer hate you
i pray for you
and your 2 girls
your face screams wisdom
your body screams age

he used to love you
i used to envy you
i now thank god i never was you

you gave me a quarter
drove off in your shiny black suv
i wouldn't be you for the world

he still calls you
you said

 

[E-girl]

those last 2 stanzas make me think you could make a song out of this.
i would a little confused at all the "you"s and "he"s but after i went back and read it a second time i really liked it.

high school -- some strange times for all of us.

 

[neverwas]

i no longer hate you
i pray for you
and your 2 girls
your face screams wisdom
your body screams age

he used to love you
i used to envy you
i now thank god i never was you

these few lines really hit me. isnt it funny how people change as life goes on...but some people just cant take responisiblity as they get older.