salvia mind loop

[93til']

i smoked some 40x salvia with some buds a little while ago and i found this video while watching kid cudi music videos, that explains exactly how i felt during the trip. (the first 40 seconds where hes on the couch)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Z_Ys3BO_4M

basically i was stuck in a loop in my mind, everything i did repeated over and over and i couldnt stop, like how he keeps landing back on the couch

just wondering if anyone can relate or felt the same way? your salvia experiences?

 

[boiledfruit]

I remember the first time smoking a big enough dose to feel it, it was my second time, can't remember the potency, it was probably 20X or 30X. I smoked it in my buddy's gazebo with a mesh screen over it so bugs couldn't get in. As soon as I exhaled I was looking at the zipper to the mesh screen and couldn't seem to look away from it. I remember feeling extremely messed up and that 'something was wrong'. I stared at that zipper until my trip was over and I'm sure I mumbled some words here n' there as I remember my friends laughing. Not a fun or interesting experience for me at all.

I smoked it again alone and had the exact same feelings. I felt the same and all I could think to myself was 'this shit sucks' and I slowly waited for it to come down. I've had a friend who tripped on it and apparently lived an entire lifetime as someone else in his trip. I haven't heard of any trips similar to this but I believe him.

Overall, I would not do it again.

 

[IamMe90]

I remember the first time smoking a big enough dose to feel it, it was my second time, can't remember the potency, it was probably 20X or 30X. I smoked it in my buddy's gazebo with a mesh screen over it so bugs couldn't get in. As soon as I exhaled I was looking at the zipper to the mesh screen and couldn't seem to look away from it. I remember feeling extremely messed up and that 'something was wrong'. I stared at that zipper until my trip was over and I'm sure I mumbled some words here n' there as I remember my friends laughing. Not a fun or interesting experience for me at all.

I smoked it again alone and had the exact same feelings. I felt the same and all I could think to myself was 'this shit sucks' and I slowly waited for it to come down. I've had a friend who tripped on it and apparently lived an entire lifetime as someone else in his trip. I haven't heard of any trips similar to this but I believe him.

Overall, I would not do it again.

keep in mind that you have to take these "life time" trip reports with a grain of salt. that's often how people attempt to translate and integrate their experiences but i would say they really don't experience a "another life time" in the way that you would think. time is completely distorted or absent in such contexts, and the experiences are not fluid in the same sense as a sober lifetime. experiencing 90 years of sobriety is VERY different, very much longer, than experiencing "90 years" while tripping.

if someone TRULY experienced a whole lifetime in the same fluid and real sense as a regular lifetime, they would not be able to successfully integrate the experience without going a bit nuts. just my opinion tho

 

[szuko000]

I spent "forever" trying to come into existence on salvia. The first time i broke though I got the feeling the the universe was some big joke and everyone was in on it except me. Then I fell into a land with a thousand faceless entities and we were all running from something. I was picked and suddenly was back to reality.

I spent many nights wondering if what I saw was how we come to inhabit these bodies with that unique consciousness that makes us us. It felt like forever but only because i knew no other existence. I remember it so vividly and for a very long time it made me thankful I was chosen to be me, because im the best me i know. Its so hard to integrate such an experience into your life. How can you witness something like that and not be bothered?

As for your experience my trip was very repetitive but in a different way. The emotions i felt the "running" it seemed to go on forever. And yet it ended so suddenly. I went back a few times all equally unpleasant.

I have a lot of respect for salvia, which is why i hate miley cirus now. Salvia is going to mentally rape so many people who dont know the pandoras box in which they are opening. I liken it to opening the puzzle box in "hell raiser" simply a higher level of experience pain and pleasure become one terror and wonder all in one exhalation. All you have to do is try it.

 

[orangelicker]

haha

 

[GoodnorEvil]

i smoked some 40x salvia with some buds a little while ago and i found this video while watching kid cudi music videos, that explains exactly how i felt during the trip. (the first 40 seconds where hes on the couch)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Z_Ys3BO_4M

basically i was stuck in a loop in my mind, everything i did repeated over and over and i couldnt stop, like how he keeps landing back on the couch

just wondering if anyone can relate or felt the same way? your salvia experiences?

The one and only time I smoked salvia (45x), I got stuck in a killer mind-loop. Just before I took 2 very deep but pretty fast hits, my friends were complaining about how they didn't like how Salvia smelled/tasted. As soon as I exhaled the last hit, I started to say, "It's not that bad", but I was only able to get the first part of the setence, "It's not that...". So I tried saying it again, "It's not that...", stuck again... "It's not that...", "It's not that...", "It's not that..." This mindloop of saying "It's not that...", "It's not that..." went on for about 10 minutes. The whole time, I flopped around on my couch and repeated the same fragmented sentence over and over. Each time I thought I'd be able to finish the sentence, but I just couldn't.

Nowadays, the phrase, "It's not that..." is now an inside joke amongst my close friends and I.