Plague Bearer
Bluelighter
Salvia
1st Attempt (1 hit):
I sucked the cone down and held it for about 30 seconds. At first I didn't know how I was going to hold it past 10 seconds, but then it became very easy, I felt like I could hold it for ages. Then I began to feel blood rush my head and thought I'd better start breathing again before I blacked out. I blew it out and sat back. My first thought was how alien it all felt, I didn't feel at all like ANYTHING I'd had before, it was very, very weird. I remember thinking it had an odd taste, in fact I thought it tasted like 'ikea' for some fucking unknown reason. Anyway then I lay back and laughed my head off for about 1 minute and went quiet, lay back and sort of felt like you do just before you go to sleep. This lasted perhaps 5 minutes, then I sat up. I felt heavy but could still get up and move around, albeit with slight lack of balence. My mind was still a bit addled for the next 15 of an hour or so, but I was fine.
2nd Attempt (1 hit + .5 + .5):
After the first hit I laughed my head of for a good 2 minutes and felt heavy as well and I couldn't focus. I managed to pull down the next half and then (I think I had the other half, but don't remember doing it). I laughed for ages, then sat up and felt really really hot (this could be because of the hot day). I then looked up at the curtains over the window, they left a pattern in my mind, and the pattern caused by the windows was seen on the edge of every surface I looked out, so I looked at my hand and tried to tell the people watching about what I saw but found it very hard because I was laughing so much and because there appeared in my vision (though it faded if I looked right at it) a sort of void, only in the bottom right half there was a kind of vision of a nice warm day in the shade with green leaves and a white wall. I felt I could enter it very easily and 1 or more beings seemed to be asking me to come in, but in my addled state thought I would first tell the people in the room about what I saw all I managed to get out was "I can see my hand . . . it's got all these. . . . I'd tell you . . but these people want me to go into this other reality" the dots indicate about then I stopped and giggled too much to tell them. I then lay down and entered level 4 on the trip rating (ie. I was vaugely aware that I was still lying on a bed, but at one stage I forgot this altogether). I was a perspective floating under the surface of someones kitchen, I watched them as they swept me up as if I were dust or something with their broom. Then I floated up into where their cupboard would be, I then looked to my left and the vision changed there lots of chairs stacked up and I wandered round looking at these young children (pre-school or prep) who were arranging the chairs and preparing for something, then I realised I was their teacher directing them. This faded eventually after some wandering, and I began to realise more that this was level 4 and I was lying on the bed. I then saw short (4 second or so) scenes that could've been out of any movie. I then tried to direct it and enter a fantasy world like Tolkien or D&D, but instead there was only a mockery of it, a character entered dressed in pathetic costumes and acted terribly, the forrest looked all fake. These scenes went on to last about 14 minutes in all, then I sat up, still groggy.
Attempt 3 (1 hit + 1)
I sucked the first one down, then lay down right away and felt a veyr vague feeling of sitting in a garden (perhaps the one I'd seen at the beginning of #2) and a mother like figure was telling me that I was being held back for some reason (I suspected this was a reference to the fact that it seemed to take alot more salvia to get me fucked than it did the people I was doing it with). So I sat up and had someone help me pack another cone, I quickly took it and lay back down. I felt uncomfortable in my leg (my puffer in my pocket) and a vision instantly came up of rows upon rows of stacked chairs in a grey room, I rolled over somehow to stop the discomfort and the world turned upside down and I instantly melted into the bed, through the bed and into this other world. I suddenly had no idea of where I was (I had totally forgotten I took a drug or that I was lying in a bed or anything). I only knew about what I was in now, a small room with lots of shelves with toys in them (like back at kindergarten) I was in kindergarten and the teacher was telling me to fold something over. I felt like my head was just keeping out of the bed (the bed including our known reality) unless I crouched down, in which case I was right under in this other reality (which is indescribable, while it seemed 3d, the actual passage there seemed more like 4d). The teacher wanted me to fold over the door or the reality from which I had just come, I kept trying to do this, but it seemed to smother me when I did. I couldn't do it, then I melted back out of the bed and found myself where I was again, I had my hand on the pillow and had reportedly being trying to fold the pillow over my head. I was back about 3 minutes after my last cone.
The trouble is that the experiences lacked clarity, it was very HEAVY and confusing. With practice it may become more clear. Looking back on it it doesn't sound so bad, but at the time it was rather unpleasant. But thankfully not scary.
Thanks for reading.
1st Attempt (1 hit):
I sucked the cone down and held it for about 30 seconds. At first I didn't know how I was going to hold it past 10 seconds, but then it became very easy, I felt like I could hold it for ages. Then I began to feel blood rush my head and thought I'd better start breathing again before I blacked out. I blew it out and sat back. My first thought was how alien it all felt, I didn't feel at all like ANYTHING I'd had before, it was very, very weird. I remember thinking it had an odd taste, in fact I thought it tasted like 'ikea' for some fucking unknown reason. Anyway then I lay back and laughed my head off for about 1 minute and went quiet, lay back and sort of felt like you do just before you go to sleep. This lasted perhaps 5 minutes, then I sat up. I felt heavy but could still get up and move around, albeit with slight lack of balence. My mind was still a bit addled for the next 15 of an hour or so, but I was fine.
2nd Attempt (1 hit + .5 + .5):
After the first hit I laughed my head of for a good 2 minutes and felt heavy as well and I couldn't focus. I managed to pull down the next half and then (I think I had the other half, but don't remember doing it). I laughed for ages, then sat up and felt really really hot (this could be because of the hot day). I then looked up at the curtains over the window, they left a pattern in my mind, and the pattern caused by the windows was seen on the edge of every surface I looked out, so I looked at my hand and tried to tell the people watching about what I saw but found it very hard because I was laughing so much and because there appeared in my vision (though it faded if I looked right at it) a sort of void, only in the bottom right half there was a kind of vision of a nice warm day in the shade with green leaves and a white wall. I felt I could enter it very easily and 1 or more beings seemed to be asking me to come in, but in my addled state thought I would first tell the people in the room about what I saw all I managed to get out was "I can see my hand . . . it's got all these. . . . I'd tell you . . but these people want me to go into this other reality" the dots indicate about then I stopped and giggled too much to tell them. I then lay down and entered level 4 on the trip rating (ie. I was vaugely aware that I was still lying on a bed, but at one stage I forgot this altogether). I was a perspective floating under the surface of someones kitchen, I watched them as they swept me up as if I were dust or something with their broom. Then I floated up into where their cupboard would be, I then looked to my left and the vision changed there lots of chairs stacked up and I wandered round looking at these young children (pre-school or prep) who were arranging the chairs and preparing for something, then I realised I was their teacher directing them. This faded eventually after some wandering, and I began to realise more that this was level 4 and I was lying on the bed. I then saw short (4 second or so) scenes that could've been out of any movie. I then tried to direct it and enter a fantasy world like Tolkien or D&D, but instead there was only a mockery of it, a character entered dressed in pathetic costumes and acted terribly, the forrest looked all fake. These scenes went on to last about 14 minutes in all, then I sat up, still groggy.
Attempt 3 (1 hit + 1)
I sucked the first one down, then lay down right away and felt a veyr vague feeling of sitting in a garden (perhaps the one I'd seen at the beginning of #2) and a mother like figure was telling me that I was being held back for some reason (I suspected this was a reference to the fact that it seemed to take alot more salvia to get me fucked than it did the people I was doing it with). So I sat up and had someone help me pack another cone, I quickly took it and lay back down. I felt uncomfortable in my leg (my puffer in my pocket) and a vision instantly came up of rows upon rows of stacked chairs in a grey room, I rolled over somehow to stop the discomfort and the world turned upside down and I instantly melted into the bed, through the bed and into this other world. I suddenly had no idea of where I was (I had totally forgotten I took a drug or that I was lying in a bed or anything). I only knew about what I was in now, a small room with lots of shelves with toys in them (like back at kindergarten) I was in kindergarten and the teacher was telling me to fold something over. I felt like my head was just keeping out of the bed (the bed including our known reality) unless I crouched down, in which case I was right under in this other reality (which is indescribable, while it seemed 3d, the actual passage there seemed more like 4d). The teacher wanted me to fold over the door or the reality from which I had just come, I kept trying to do this, but it seemed to smother me when I did. I couldn't do it, then I melted back out of the bed and found myself where I was again, I had my hand on the pillow and had reportedly being trying to fold the pillow over my head. I was back about 3 minutes after my last cone.
The trouble is that the experiences lacked clarity, it was very HEAVY and confusing. With practice it may become more clear. Looking back on it it doesn't sound so bad, but at the time it was rather unpleasant. But thankfully not scary.
Thanks for reading.
