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Bluelighter
Salvia Divinorum - First Time - Melted into the Floor and got Lost
this exp will last me a life time.
mdma pills (a couple like 3 maybe 4)
weed
salvia divinorum 5x extract
i had been partying all night taking mdma. gotten home sitting as the sun came up. my gf had departed to sleep. again i was here, awake and f*cked up. i made the decision to smoke some salvia 5x from my waterpipe. this is what happened.
i loaded the pipe with very little (like 1/10 or less) of the salvia extract (the bag contained 0.5 gr of salvia 5x). ignite and inhale. i remember keeping the smoke in as long as possible. the smoke was strange but not harse. i exhaled an inmense smoke cloud and lit and inhaled again, i think.
... something that was me opened its eyes. i was totally disolved and ego death had occured. the surroundings of my room were mutated in lineplay stretching and shrinking. cut through sight of some parts of my room. at times i would be sucked into a mini trip about what i saw. " i observe one of the lines and it carries me into an abtract world consisting of darkness and lines in varies tints of grey. as the lines trecth and shrink i travel along with them until i am back again. "
panic creeps up accompanied by echoing cracking sounds, kinda remniscent of N2O audio effects. this is probably a sign that my conciousness is coming back a bit. not that i have any realization about that concept at that moment. looking back the disformed things i saw were def my living room. but i didn t look that way. i saw layers of different fabrics of my floor. i was looking from within them.
somehow i realized i should be able to move. became aware i should have an body and limbs. my brain sended out signals to the arms and legs to move. then i was filled with incredible pain. my face seemed to be glued to the floor and there seemed to be something metal through my leg. this stopped me for a moment into trying it again but worsened the paranoia. again a sign i was becoming more lucid again. panic and pain are a sign your still connected with reality.
at this point i realized this was not how it really was supposed to be. this was not the world. i made another attempt to get up. and did futile attemps to call out for help. i was scared as f*ck that something was totally wrong but had not got the slightest clue about what could have caused it.. then i lifted myself and my face was torn from floor and the metal pipe was from my leg. causing additional pain.
i jumped up. stood in my living and run to the bedroom to wake my gf. i stood in front of the bed watching her when i rethought the situation. i declined back to the living room it was there that i saw my waterpipe lying on the ground. a wet spot on the carpet. i saw the salvia on the table and realized what happened.
what happened was i completly lost conciousness after exhaling the smoke. i fell on the floor face forward with my leg against an metal table. i then awoke when the ammount of salvorin-a in my blood was at an lower level. so i awoke in the middle of an incredibly powerfull trip. how about that.
after all it was a good exp. to overwelming and powerfull. but hey it lasts a lifetime. i wonder what kinda mechanism triggers this kinda response in the brain. totally unreal my childhood nightmares melting to lullabies.
this exp will last me a life time.
mdma pills (a couple like 3 maybe 4)
weed
salvia divinorum 5x extract
i had been partying all night taking mdma. gotten home sitting as the sun came up. my gf had departed to sleep. again i was here, awake and f*cked up. i made the decision to smoke some salvia 5x from my waterpipe. this is what happened.
i loaded the pipe with very little (like 1/10 or less) of the salvia extract (the bag contained 0.5 gr of salvia 5x). ignite and inhale. i remember keeping the smoke in as long as possible. the smoke was strange but not harse. i exhaled an inmense smoke cloud and lit and inhaled again, i think.
... something that was me opened its eyes. i was totally disolved and ego death had occured. the surroundings of my room were mutated in lineplay stretching and shrinking. cut through sight of some parts of my room. at times i would be sucked into a mini trip about what i saw. " i observe one of the lines and it carries me into an abtract world consisting of darkness and lines in varies tints of grey. as the lines trecth and shrink i travel along with them until i am back again. "
panic creeps up accompanied by echoing cracking sounds, kinda remniscent of N2O audio effects. this is probably a sign that my conciousness is coming back a bit. not that i have any realization about that concept at that moment. looking back the disformed things i saw were def my living room. but i didn t look that way. i saw layers of different fabrics of my floor. i was looking from within them.
somehow i realized i should be able to move. became aware i should have an body and limbs. my brain sended out signals to the arms and legs to move. then i was filled with incredible pain. my face seemed to be glued to the floor and there seemed to be something metal through my leg. this stopped me for a moment into trying it again but worsened the paranoia. again a sign i was becoming more lucid again. panic and pain are a sign your still connected with reality.
at this point i realized this was not how it really was supposed to be. this was not the world. i made another attempt to get up. and did futile attemps to call out for help. i was scared as f*ck that something was totally wrong but had not got the slightest clue about what could have caused it.. then i lifted myself and my face was torn from floor and the metal pipe was from my leg. causing additional pain.
i jumped up. stood in my living and run to the bedroom to wake my gf. i stood in front of the bed watching her when i rethought the situation. i declined back to the living room it was there that i saw my waterpipe lying on the ground. a wet spot on the carpet. i saw the salvia on the table and realized what happened.
what happened was i completly lost conciousness after exhaling the smoke. i fell on the floor face forward with my leg against an metal table. i then awoke when the ammount of salvorin-a in my blood was at an lower level. so i awoke in the middle of an incredibly powerfull trip. how about that.
after all it was a good exp. to overwelming and powerfull. but hey it lasts a lifetime. i wonder what kinda mechanism triggers this kinda response in the brain. totally unreal my childhood nightmares melting to lullabies.
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Sounds very similar to some of my Salvia experiences.