Libido
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It’s been a while ago, since I had my first and one and only out of body (oobe) experience. I think it was in April 2003. The sacred plant I used was Salvia Divinorum. I smoked salvia 5x extract in a regular water-pipe. I also was under the influence of 5-meo-AMT that night. In this part of my life I was accustoming myself into the psychedelic realms. The salvia, I was holding in my hands that night, would be the reason of a spiritual and mystical flight through different universes. This occasion changed my life. For example: I had an alcohol problem and after this experience I stopped with drinking alcohol. My social live was getting better. I live a much healthier life now. My interests in the spiritual, mystical, philosophy, religious and scientific (biology/ chemical) aspects of life increased incredible. I am also more interested in nature and her forces, I love plants, trees, mushrooms (and their sacred, healing and hallucinogenic powers), I love my life, this life. I was going to school ‘again’ and I liked it, because the interesting subjects (chemistry, biology, physics, math and philosophy) I had/have. I could name more changes in my life, but all in all it had a positive influence on my life.
What happened this night what was so intense that it turned my life into another direction, the right direction.
We were sitting in Growthspurt’s former house this night. I was spending the evening with Growthspurt, Blowmonkey, M1 and M2. It was a comfortable environment (because this room was familiar to me) with people I know. The atmosphere in the room and backyard was also comfortable. While we were sitting in the garden, I drank my 5 Mg. of 5-meo-AMT. In two hours I smoked a bowl filled with salvia leaves. After inhaling I didn’t notice anything, except a rush over my entire body that was pulling on al my muscles. It was a strange, but nice feeling.
After two hours I smoked my first salvia 5x extract ever. After a real big inhalation of Salvia, I hold it in as long as I could which was difficult, because I felt an irritation in my throat and lungs. When I reached the point where my spirit was launched into, for me, the unknown, I blew the smoke out of my entire body. The onset was really fast, but it didn’t bother me. At the same time I blew the smoke out, I saw everyone staring. They wondered how I was reacting to the drug. This was a weird situation, with a weird feeling that was vibrating over my body. It felt if my spirit was shaken this feeling of his existence.
My body dissolved in a few seconds and my ego fade away. I was sucked up to the above, when I saw my body sitting there, soul-ness, in the room. I left it behind with my friends. My grip and view on the reality was getting smaller and thinner.
At the same time the universe (multiverse) was embracing me with her infinite space and possibilities. I never felt so alone. But this loneliness feeling was just for a short duration. I saw, as far my view reached, geometric patterns. They came out the endlessness black universe (multiverse) filled with stars and galaxies. The patterns were tumbling and shifting. They were changing colours in the speed of light, but I could follow it. The emphatic colours were yellow, white, green and al little red. It was a beautiful combination of colours, so bright.
After this I flied further, I passed a sort of gate. It was ‘looking’ like a kind of ‘blocking wall’, but it wasn’t visible, touchable ore material. A wall between different dimensions, it separates the dimension from the other ones. After I passed this gate, I took place in another dimension. It was a glass-like space with a grey tint. Under me I saw an abrasive whit light glowing and saw the x-rays rising up in the same direction I was going. I sat in a capsule that transported me to another dimension. The capsule was oval shaped and black from behind and the front side was transparent. I was travelling up. The capsule was going faster every movement. I established myself in an infinite glass-like dimension and I saw an endless numerous of capsules with other live-form creatures. They were also on a journey to the above realms. I knew I was also going to one of those places. I looked left, right, up and down, but I never saw an end point.
Suddenly at the point, that I could feel and know, I was almost there, I heard the reality screaming. She had giving me a call that brought me back to the daily reality we all know. I came aware of this reality. This event made my body feel really funny. I realized that I was coming back. I could notice my first feelings and thoughts. My thoughts were stumbling about what kind of pity it was that I was here, back in this body, in this reality. I wanted to go back. But at the same point I felt a happiness, peaceful and understanding emotion filled with love. I had a feeling of empathy and appreciation. I felt like embracing all the beautiful things in life. I never felt so good.
The 5-meo-AMT was still doing his job. This intoxication was just an accessory. Salvia Divinorum was the main subject of this occasion.
Like I said, I wanted to go back. We had more salvia extract, so the possibility was present. I decided to smoke more salvia extract (5x) in one hour and a half. Between the moments I got back and inhaling my second big dose of salvia, I was filled with excited feelings to go again to those places. I filled the time, between coming back and inhaling the second dose, with relaxing and thinking about the journey I just made and was going to make. In about an hour I prepared myself mentally. Growthspurt made the water-pipe ready to use. He put more salvia in the bowl then he did before (at my first oobe experience). I think it was a double dose of salvia, but I am not sure.
One and a half hour after my first experience I smoked it. The same thing happened (I was sucking up, I left my body, I saw myself and my friends getting smaller and there I was, surrounded by the same infinite universe (multiverse)) as the first experience, only now I saw no geometric patterns. It ‘felt’ like I didn’t had to see it, because I had seen them before and we needed all the time to go further then the first flight. With we I mean the united spirits of the God-like creatures/entities I have an encounter with.
In the first trip I also noticed this spirit, but I didn’t new what it was. I also felt lonely in the first trip, but that was just for a short duration. He knew that I was on my way, so he came as fast as he could to help me guiding to the above. He picked me up. At the point I didn’t felt any loneliness I knew something or someone helped me, but what/who was it. After this experience I knew it, because I had an encounter with them.
I also passed the same glass-like space, with the countless capsules rising up. We were going faster every movement, faster then the first time. ………………………………………………………………………. And finally, here I was. I met four God-like entities. They were non-material beings. They had a Greek emit. They were talking about me. I couldn’t understand there communication, but the content of this ‘conversation’ was clear. They were ‘speaking’ in a short frequent, the tone was high. They were talking about my feelings; they were interested in several emotions and the interactions between these emotions. These emotions were, love and hate, happiness and sadness, peace and anger. I didn’t panic when the ‘negative’ came by, because I knew they wanted to help me.
After their session was over they send me back to the daily reality. They let me take a seat in my body again. They send me back with a non-visible package I could feel all around me. It was existing of energy with a lot of refreshed emotions. The same emotions after the first experience with salvia, but they felt more completed. These emotions were lucid to face and handle. Again it felt weird how the reality was coming right at me, but it felt less strange then the first time.
The first thing I heard from my friends was that I laughed really hard and the saliva in my mouth was flowing out like a waterfall. I couldn’t remember this, but I think the reason of my saliva-behaviour was the sound that made the God-like entities. I remembered that it was really funny to hear and it made me feel really fuzzy in a humoristic way. Perhaps this sound made me laugh.
Later this night I smoked another big dose salvia, but it didn’t made me trip as the first 2 times. The reason of this was because I didn’t wait long enough.
This third miscarry didn’t destroyed my night, because I already had a wonderful journey, which pushed my life in another direction. This experience of ecstasy really changed my life. I saw another side of drug use, which was the reason I stopped with my alcohol abuse and other useless stuff. Now, I only use psychedelics but in a controlled manner. I am seeing things through brighter eyes, from a different perspective, with different eyes. My life is peaceful; I live in peace with myself. I am doing more with my interests. I aspire to my own revelation/elevation. I explored that there is a lot to explore, physically and mentally, my inner self and my outside environment (my world), here and there, now and in the past and future. I am excited to live and explore the magic of life, the metaphysics and transcendence aspects of life.
I love it.
I had this experience +/- 8 months ago, so I hope I have written this in an understandable way. I have written this experience with memories of this occasion, memories of my feelings, visions and thoughts that night, after and during these two journeys. I also asked my friends, who spend this night with me, about concrete things. The last sources of this written report are my thoughts about how I look back on that beautiful evening.
I liked writing this report, so I hope you red it with pleasure
Thank you for reading this report.
Continue with creating something positive.
What happened this night what was so intense that it turned my life into another direction, the right direction.
We were sitting in Growthspurt’s former house this night. I was spending the evening with Growthspurt, Blowmonkey, M1 and M2. It was a comfortable environment (because this room was familiar to me) with people I know. The atmosphere in the room and backyard was also comfortable. While we were sitting in the garden, I drank my 5 Mg. of 5-meo-AMT. In two hours I smoked a bowl filled with salvia leaves. After inhaling I didn’t notice anything, except a rush over my entire body that was pulling on al my muscles. It was a strange, but nice feeling.
After two hours I smoked my first salvia 5x extract ever. After a real big inhalation of Salvia, I hold it in as long as I could which was difficult, because I felt an irritation in my throat and lungs. When I reached the point where my spirit was launched into, for me, the unknown, I blew the smoke out of my entire body. The onset was really fast, but it didn’t bother me. At the same time I blew the smoke out, I saw everyone staring. They wondered how I was reacting to the drug. This was a weird situation, with a weird feeling that was vibrating over my body. It felt if my spirit was shaken this feeling of his existence.
My body dissolved in a few seconds and my ego fade away. I was sucked up to the above, when I saw my body sitting there, soul-ness, in the room. I left it behind with my friends. My grip and view on the reality was getting smaller and thinner.
At the same time the universe (multiverse) was embracing me with her infinite space and possibilities. I never felt so alone. But this loneliness feeling was just for a short duration. I saw, as far my view reached, geometric patterns. They came out the endlessness black universe (multiverse) filled with stars and galaxies. The patterns were tumbling and shifting. They were changing colours in the speed of light, but I could follow it. The emphatic colours were yellow, white, green and al little red. It was a beautiful combination of colours, so bright.
After this I flied further, I passed a sort of gate. It was ‘looking’ like a kind of ‘blocking wall’, but it wasn’t visible, touchable ore material. A wall between different dimensions, it separates the dimension from the other ones. After I passed this gate, I took place in another dimension. It was a glass-like space with a grey tint. Under me I saw an abrasive whit light glowing and saw the x-rays rising up in the same direction I was going. I sat in a capsule that transported me to another dimension. The capsule was oval shaped and black from behind and the front side was transparent. I was travelling up. The capsule was going faster every movement. I established myself in an infinite glass-like dimension and I saw an endless numerous of capsules with other live-form creatures. They were also on a journey to the above realms. I knew I was also going to one of those places. I looked left, right, up and down, but I never saw an end point.
Suddenly at the point, that I could feel and know, I was almost there, I heard the reality screaming. She had giving me a call that brought me back to the daily reality we all know. I came aware of this reality. This event made my body feel really funny. I realized that I was coming back. I could notice my first feelings and thoughts. My thoughts were stumbling about what kind of pity it was that I was here, back in this body, in this reality. I wanted to go back. But at the same point I felt a happiness, peaceful and understanding emotion filled with love. I had a feeling of empathy and appreciation. I felt like embracing all the beautiful things in life. I never felt so good.
The 5-meo-AMT was still doing his job. This intoxication was just an accessory. Salvia Divinorum was the main subject of this occasion.
Like I said, I wanted to go back. We had more salvia extract, so the possibility was present. I decided to smoke more salvia extract (5x) in one hour and a half. Between the moments I got back and inhaling my second big dose of salvia, I was filled with excited feelings to go again to those places. I filled the time, between coming back and inhaling the second dose, with relaxing and thinking about the journey I just made and was going to make. In about an hour I prepared myself mentally. Growthspurt made the water-pipe ready to use. He put more salvia in the bowl then he did before (at my first oobe experience). I think it was a double dose of salvia, but I am not sure.
One and a half hour after my first experience I smoked it. The same thing happened (I was sucking up, I left my body, I saw myself and my friends getting smaller and there I was, surrounded by the same infinite universe (multiverse)) as the first experience, only now I saw no geometric patterns. It ‘felt’ like I didn’t had to see it, because I had seen them before and we needed all the time to go further then the first flight. With we I mean the united spirits of the God-like creatures/entities I have an encounter with.
In the first trip I also noticed this spirit, but I didn’t new what it was. I also felt lonely in the first trip, but that was just for a short duration. He knew that I was on my way, so he came as fast as he could to help me guiding to the above. He picked me up. At the point I didn’t felt any loneliness I knew something or someone helped me, but what/who was it. After this experience I knew it, because I had an encounter with them.
I also passed the same glass-like space, with the countless capsules rising up. We were going faster every movement, faster then the first time. ………………………………………………………………………. And finally, here I was. I met four God-like entities. They were non-material beings. They had a Greek emit. They were talking about me. I couldn’t understand there communication, but the content of this ‘conversation’ was clear. They were ‘speaking’ in a short frequent, the tone was high. They were talking about my feelings; they were interested in several emotions and the interactions between these emotions. These emotions were, love and hate, happiness and sadness, peace and anger. I didn’t panic when the ‘negative’ came by, because I knew they wanted to help me.
After their session was over they send me back to the daily reality. They let me take a seat in my body again. They send me back with a non-visible package I could feel all around me. It was existing of energy with a lot of refreshed emotions. The same emotions after the first experience with salvia, but they felt more completed. These emotions were lucid to face and handle. Again it felt weird how the reality was coming right at me, but it felt less strange then the first time.
The first thing I heard from my friends was that I laughed really hard and the saliva in my mouth was flowing out like a waterfall. I couldn’t remember this, but I think the reason of my saliva-behaviour was the sound that made the God-like entities. I remembered that it was really funny to hear and it made me feel really fuzzy in a humoristic way. Perhaps this sound made me laugh.
Later this night I smoked another big dose salvia, but it didn’t made me trip as the first 2 times. The reason of this was because I didn’t wait long enough.
This third miscarry didn’t destroyed my night, because I already had a wonderful journey, which pushed my life in another direction. This experience of ecstasy really changed my life. I saw another side of drug use, which was the reason I stopped with my alcohol abuse and other useless stuff. Now, I only use psychedelics but in a controlled manner. I am seeing things through brighter eyes, from a different perspective, with different eyes. My life is peaceful; I live in peace with myself. I am doing more with my interests. I aspire to my own revelation/elevation. I explored that there is a lot to explore, physically and mentally, my inner self and my outside environment (my world), here and there, now and in the past and future. I am excited to live and explore the magic of life, the metaphysics and transcendence aspects of life.
I love it.
I had this experience +/- 8 months ago, so I hope I have written this in an understandable way. I have written this experience with memories of this occasion, memories of my feelings, visions and thoughts that night, after and during these two journeys. I also asked my friends, who spend this night with me, about concrete things. The last sources of this written report are my thoughts about how I look back on that beautiful evening.
I liked writing this report, so I hope you red it with pleasure
Thank you for reading this report.
Continue with creating something positive.
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