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Salvia Divinorum - First Time - Stolen Reality

entropy90

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Okay so lets get the backround info out of the way. Im 18yrs old, 160 lbs, 6 feet tall. Drugs taken the week prior to experience: pot. Now lets get to the "good" stuff.

It all starts on christmas day, as usual my family has no idea what to get me so all i get is money, Im not complaining. So I figure whats better to spend it on other then drugs. I go online and do my usual research and come to the conclusion that Salvia would be a good investment. I go for the 45x thinking that it cant be that potent. Five days later I get my package, and so starts my nightmare.

T-0:00= My dad leaves for work, Me and My brother (Trip Sitter) go to the garage, pack a bowl and I take my first hit. As a sidenote paranoia is bad for me at this moment cause my dad might comeback, he usually forgets something.

T-0:01= I exhale and burst into laughter but everything still seems normal at the time, now looking back at it I can feel the odd glow that forever haunts me.

T-0:03= Not satisfied with laughter and desperate for the insane halucinations Ive heard so much about I go for another hit. After this one my periphreals begin to narrow and that glow intensifies. Now I must add here that my dumb ass brother decides to take a hit increasing my paranoia 100 fold.

T-0:07= With no halucinations in yet apparent, I take another hit... my last. As I exhale, BOOM. My world starts to spin, It feels like everything is being ripped from my hands. Literally I can see my reality being ripped from my hands and a null void replacing it. I, terrified at this point, begin to do what I believe is the single most retarded thing ever. I fight the trip.

T-0:12= Now fighting the trip was the most frightening thing ever. I felt that my body and mind where losing themselves in some unseen, terrifying, nightmare. I shudder just remembering the intense feelings. I wish I could describe them better, to give you some sense of the horror coarsing through me.

T-0:17= I feel the trip ending but I can not be certain. There is this odd after glow that remains for a good half hour after all major effects have subsided. Now just to be clear this glow is not warm or fuzzy its harsh and cold it hints to terror that lies in salvia, it makes you afraid to open your eyes for fear that you will open them on a world not of your own.


So for the record, this was the worst trip EVER. Will it stop me from trying salvia again? No, not at all. Next time I will try a much more comfortable setting, with a good trip sitter and I will not fight it. Hopefully this will produce a better outcome.

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Welcome to the club =D=D=D

and you have learned well Grasshopper .....

So for the record, this was the worst trip EVER. Will it stop me from trying salvia again? No, not at all. Next time I will try a much more comfortable setting, with a good trip sitter and I will not fight it. Hopefully this will produce a better outcome.
 
Ah yes, nobody can fight salvia and win, ever! A chill environment is key. I consider myself to be extremely experienced with psych's and salvia still scares the shit out of me.
 
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