ROBOtussin
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- Aug 24, 2009
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My friend "W" packed a pretty big bowl of Salvia 80x. None of my friends ever tried 80x before, the most they did was a decent hit of 60x which made them trip hard. I went outside his back door and my other friends "J" and "C" were with me too. W was holding the bong so I wouldn't drop it and the second he started torching it with his torch lighter, I cashed the bowl (Barely!) and then I cleared it too. I was holding it in for about 40 seconds (don't remember blowing it out) and then the world turned into darkness. My friend C recorded it from there so I could see it when i was sober.
What my friends saw and what I saw from the video- I let out the smoke and my face has no life like look to it, my eyes shut and I start to stumble towards the wall. J and W were trying there hardest to hold me up since I was dead wait mostly. They helped me walk inside with my arms over their shoulders and my feet doing a sort of walking motion. I flung my self away from them and stumble, W tries to catch me then drops me and I face plant into the arm of the couch and collapse. W props me up next to the couch and I my mouth opens a little bit then I start yelling for about 2 seconds. Then I was moving around on my knees and knocking things over and then I stopped every few seconds and yelled with an expression of 100% fear and panic. I stopped and climbed onto the arm of the couch and finally at on the couch. My friends were standing in front of me and I started to make noises in a loud voice that kind of sounded like yelling. I finally started to look as if I understood what they were saying and I said something like I need go to car take me gone... Then I got in C's car and listened to music while i was coming down and kept saying "im gonna be like thi foreverrr" in a garbled tone. I finally sobered up after that.
What I saw- Blackness... I just remember blackness. I had no connection to my body at all. I was quickly flung into another reality. I had no idea where I was, who I was, what I was, or anything. I saw 2 shapes in the distance that zoomed up very fast until they were a few feet away from me. They looked like 100s of pieces of colorful metal all crunched up into 2 diamond shapes. I did not know how to talk or what talking even was. All I knew was that these 2 weird diamond shapes were my only way out of the dimension. I remember hearing noises (my friends talking but I had no idea) but they only confused me more. I remember trying to move and trying to communicate but thats when I guess I was yelling and knocking things over because I knew I would be lost in this other dimension forever. I was frightened to death. I felt empty. I started to see the colors of the room again, even though now it just looked like a jumbled mess with 2 diamonds which were now on a line in the air. I could now begin to understand that the diamonds were in fact my friends but I still felt on the verge of insanity. I calmed down a little and started trying to speak which made no sense to anyone. After about 2 mins of this, I finally got my friends to understand I wanted to leave. I could now see where I was and who I was. I just was still very confused and just wanted to leave. I stumbled out into the car and I was afraid this empty feeling would last forever. I sobered up in the car completely after about 10 mins. Now that I think about it, it was cool, but something I would not like to experience again at such a high dose.
What my friends saw and what I saw from the video- I let out the smoke and my face has no life like look to it, my eyes shut and I start to stumble towards the wall. J and W were trying there hardest to hold me up since I was dead wait mostly. They helped me walk inside with my arms over their shoulders and my feet doing a sort of walking motion. I flung my self away from them and stumble, W tries to catch me then drops me and I face plant into the arm of the couch and collapse. W props me up next to the couch and I my mouth opens a little bit then I start yelling for about 2 seconds. Then I was moving around on my knees and knocking things over and then I stopped every few seconds and yelled with an expression of 100% fear and panic. I stopped and climbed onto the arm of the couch and finally at on the couch. My friends were standing in front of me and I started to make noises in a loud voice that kind of sounded like yelling. I finally started to look as if I understood what they were saying and I said something like I need go to car take me gone... Then I got in C's car and listened to music while i was coming down and kept saying "im gonna be like thi foreverrr" in a garbled tone. I finally sobered up after that.
What I saw- Blackness... I just remember blackness. I had no connection to my body at all. I was quickly flung into another reality. I had no idea where I was, who I was, what I was, or anything. I saw 2 shapes in the distance that zoomed up very fast until they were a few feet away from me. They looked like 100s of pieces of colorful metal all crunched up into 2 diamond shapes. I did not know how to talk or what talking even was. All I knew was that these 2 weird diamond shapes were my only way out of the dimension. I remember hearing noises (my friends talking but I had no idea) but they only confused me more. I remember trying to move and trying to communicate but thats when I guess I was yelling and knocking things over because I knew I would be lost in this other dimension forever. I was frightened to death. I felt empty. I started to see the colors of the room again, even though now it just looked like a jumbled mess with 2 diamonds which were now on a line in the air. I could now begin to understand that the diamonds were in fact my friends but I still felt on the verge of insanity. I calmed down a little and started trying to speak which made no sense to anyone. After about 2 mins of this, I finally got my friends to understand I wanted to leave. I could now see where I was and who I was. I just was still very confused and just wanted to leave. I stumbled out into the car and I was afraid this empty feeling would last forever. I sobered up in the car completely after about 10 mins. Now that I think about it, it was cool, but something I would not like to experience again at such a high dose.
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