andrikos1977
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 2, 2011
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Greetings from Greece.Im Andreas.im 34 years old and a smack user(on and off rather than all the time)since mid 90's.Right now im clean.and sober.i say sober cause most of the time,whenever i stop using H i drink like a motherf...r.I ve been through some very nasty withdrawal symptoms so i now use only for small periods of time and only if i have subutex aside.in Greece there are only 3 ways to get subutex.
1 get into a program.i cant cause there is not one anywhere near my town
2 find someone who attends a program and buy from his take-home stash.thats also ultra difficult mainly cause most of the junkies who use subutex treasure it and wont sell it to you unless they are completely broke.
3 get some licked pill right out from a junkies mouth.i dont do that.germs..plus its gross,isnt it?
i never smoke heroin but i snort it and shoot it.i find mainline is the best for me.the worst withdrawal i ever had was from smoking that smack and i never felt that shooting brings worse withdrawal symptoms than snorting.
heroin for me is like ying yang.i never use to get completely fuvked up.i shoot only the amount that will make me feel good and i get very energetic and i also enjoy working while high.i never understood junkies who use 3-4 benzos AND heroin only to end up falling down on the street etc.
i spend almost 3 years in downtown Athens(omonia square) selling dope and using,but i realised that i would end up in jail or homeless so i returned to my lil town by the sea where heroin was absent as i was growing up.unfortunately for me i found my town swarming with heroin so im constantly on and off.
im certain i will never completely stop using H.instead of trying to bury her i find it its best for me to learn how to live with her.so i stay clean 3 months then i use for 2 weeks.then i quit.when i quit the worst for me is the "emptiness".it leaves me standing totally pathetic and psychologically i feel very depressed.i ve been through some hardcore body withdrawals and i dont care about them any more.i know the price my body has to pay so im used to it.i can take 5 days of pain.but for me the worst is "psychological" withdrawal symptom.i stand broken for weeks.time freezes.absolutely nothing excites me.still even if i know exactly the price,im honest when i say i will probably never quit.its my siren.
im here cause i admire the way many members here think.hopefully i will make some distant buddies and exchanhe experiences and advice.
p.s.
if anyone ever goes through or to Athens,DO NOT buy from africans on the street.they cut their already shitty stuff with poisons and people drop like flies.and trust me when i say to you,u cannot take a refund from somali's and nigerian's with machettes.
1 get into a program.i cant cause there is not one anywhere near my town
2 find someone who attends a program and buy from his take-home stash.thats also ultra difficult mainly cause most of the junkies who use subutex treasure it and wont sell it to you unless they are completely broke.
3 get some licked pill right out from a junkies mouth.i dont do that.germs..plus its gross,isnt it?
i never smoke heroin but i snort it and shoot it.i find mainline is the best for me.the worst withdrawal i ever had was from smoking that smack and i never felt that shooting brings worse withdrawal symptoms than snorting.
heroin for me is like ying yang.i never use to get completely fuvked up.i shoot only the amount that will make me feel good and i get very energetic and i also enjoy working while high.i never understood junkies who use 3-4 benzos AND heroin only to end up falling down on the street etc.
i spend almost 3 years in downtown Athens(omonia square) selling dope and using,but i realised that i would end up in jail or homeless so i returned to my lil town by the sea where heroin was absent as i was growing up.unfortunately for me i found my town swarming with heroin so im constantly on and off.
im certain i will never completely stop using H.instead of trying to bury her i find it its best for me to learn how to live with her.so i stay clean 3 months then i use for 2 weeks.then i quit.when i quit the worst for me is the "emptiness".it leaves me standing totally pathetic and psychologically i feel very depressed.i ve been through some hardcore body withdrawals and i dont care about them any more.i know the price my body has to pay so im used to it.i can take 5 days of pain.but for me the worst is "psychological" withdrawal symptom.i stand broken for weeks.time freezes.absolutely nothing excites me.still even if i know exactly the price,im honest when i say i will probably never quit.its my siren.
im here cause i admire the way many members here think.hopefully i will make some distant buddies and exchanhe experiences and advice.
p.s.
if anyone ever goes through or to Athens,DO NOT buy from africans on the street.they cut their already shitty stuff with poisons and people drop like flies.and trust me when i say to you,u cannot take a refund from somali's and nigerian's with machettes.
