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Sad news about a Bluelighter, another taken too soon...

It's still not real. I've not cried yet, I keep expecting him to text me telling me his trains just got him home. I can feel the tears coming, and I don't think they're going to stop. I don't want to be on my own tonight, I cant get an answer from the one person I want here. I think i'll just go to bed with a film.
 
Sorry for your loss Cherry and a big hug. Circumstances you've said make it all the harder to take. Thoughts are with you.
 
Brutal
R.I.P

Makes me think long and hard about about a lot of things and people in my life. If that sounds self-centred I'm sorry.


Just for today I will be unafraid. Especially I will not be afraid to enjoy what is beautiful, and to believe that as I give to the world, so the world will give to me.

Please feel free to PM me even though we don't know each other, sometimes it can be easier that way.
 
omen_owen mk2 said:
Just for today I will be unafraid. Especially I will not be afraid to enjoy what is beautiful, and to believe that as I give to the world, so the world will give to me.
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That is a great quote <3 where is it from?

omen_owen mk2 said:
That is what drugs do.
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It's more what life does to you IMO, but that is for another thread.
 
No, really,that is what drugs do to you.

It's from a piece of paper someone gave to me at an NA meeting and told me to read every day. In fact, here is the whole thing.

Just For Today

Just for today, I will try to live through this day only,
and not tackle my whole life problem
at once. I can do something for twelve hours
that would appall me if I felt that I had to
keep it up for a lifetime.




Just for today, I will be happy. Most folks are as happy as they make up
their minds to be.



Just for today, I will try to strengthen my mind.
I will study. I will learn something useful.
I will not be a mental loafer. I will read
something that requires effort, thought and
concentration.


Just for today, I will adjust myself to what is,
and not try to adjust everything to my own
desires. I will take my "luck" as it comes,
and fit myself to it.


Just for today, I will exercise my soul in three
ways: I will do somebody a good turn, and
not get found out. I will do at least two
things I don't want to--just for exercise.
I will not show anyone that my feelings are
hurt; they may be hurt, but today I will not
show it


Just for today, I will be agreeable. I will look
as well as I can, dress becomingly, talk low,
act courteously, criticize not one bit, not
find fault with anything and not try to improve
or regulate anybody except myself.


Just for today, I will have a program. I may not
follow it exactly, but I will have it. I will
save myself from two pests: hurry and indecision.


Just for today, I will have a quiet half hour all
by myself, and relax. During this half hour,
sometime, I will try to get a better perspective
of my life.


Just for today, I will be unafraid. Especially I
will not be afraid to enjoy what is beautiful,
and to believe that as I give to the world, so
the world will give to me.
 
Terribly sad for all of those involved. I wasn't familiar with the guy, but for his life to come to an end at a point where he was seemingly trying to make a go of things is particularly cruel.

Needless to say it's also doubly cruel for you Cherry, to have done so much to escape your own predicament and then have something like this happen.

Tragic, brutal and particularly untimely. My heart goes out to all those who knew him.
 
I didn't know Squid, i don't really know you cherry <3

UnfortunateSquid was one of the best user names on here.

I know you and squid had a turbulent relationship cherry but this must be a terrible time for you.

And it's always terrible to see another EADD'r/bluelighter/human die in these sort of circumstances.
 
I'm so, so sorry for your loss Cherrylove. I wish there would never be a need for another thread like this. You know I have your back (see you shortly!) Much, much love. I'll say everything else in person <3

RIP UnfortunateSquid, gone far too soon.

<3
 
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