Running back to you.

[suki_lives]

Running back to you...


Some nights I just can't stop the tears
From leaving mascara trails down my face
I've been walking away from you
For so long now
Sometimes I want to stop
Start running back to you

Living my life can be so tough
With creativity and soul
I'm equally cursed and blessed
It feels like you were the only one
That really understood the state I'm in

Each second you've been gone
Is measured out with a heartbeat
One hesitant foot after the other
Brainstorms of words
Blizzards of love
That seem to follow me
Wherever I turn

Sleepless nights leave me black and blue
Tossing and turning
Smashing against your brick walls
A never-ending sea sickness of love
That I just can't seem to purge
Anymore

I want to run back
Oh PLEASE let me come back
Because I can't do this anymore
The older I get
The more I realise where my heart belongs

Everything pales in comparison to you
I can't seem to stop judging
You are the ruler by which all is measured
This lonely soul can't catch her breath
Because every time I try to keep walking
I want to start running back to you.