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Rolling alone

i never rolled alone, not for any significant time (not more than 10 minutes or so), but i also dont always roll with someone, or be around someone the whole time. i like to drive around and see what all is happening, check things out, call my dad (he's damn fun to talk to), blaze down the interstate, get a coffee at the truckstop, etc. i like to keep on the move, but i don't mind dropping by someones house and playing a videogame 20-30 minutes and smoking cigs for example. i feel dragged out staying any place for longer than that, but i do it sometimes anyway.

first time i rolled, i was sitting on my ass on my beat up couch watching football, and when it kicked in - it kicked in hard pretty quick (snorted) and i *had* to get off my ass, and go driving. just thinking about who all was up (it was 3 am), what stores were open, dropping into clubs to check things out, etc.

im restless like that on meth too. i dont know of anyone else like me, ill start a new thread.
 
samsonfromthepast said:
I only 'roll' alone. I love it. I have never had a problem at all. I have always kept benzo's handy to stop if I wanted to, and used them sometimes.
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I only roll alone also!! For the last year or so i have only rolled alone at home or by myself driving around.

I found that after rolling for for a few yrs when i did roll and go out i was withdrawn from everyone around me becuase i was just focusing on my roll. Now i love to sit at home and roll listening to music with a visiualisation on. Also, i really love driving around when rolling. Righ before i start to peak in the car it feels so good. I wouldnt reccomend this unless you have been rolling for a long time and know what pills you have.

Addy
 
Oh and also...I can watch porn if my girl isnt around and beat off...hehe. I actually enjoy the self-gratification more than sex when rolling. No pressure or anxiety....all you.

Addy
 
Ive rolled alone 2 or 3 times...3 I think, and each time I smacked out incredibly hard. I sat in the one seat for 4 hours just tripping out on my own mind.

If you have ever gone to a movie when off chops you'll know how much that increases the chance of smacking out and its the same as if you are on your own. The times i've dropped on my own, have been the most intense feeling I have had from a pill.

Although it was the most intense, I wouldn't like to do it too often, because I prefer as most peopel do to socialise.
 
Ive rolled alone a few times. Its was fun as hell. The only bad part is theres no one to talk to. But other then that its a good time.
I just glowsticking in my room all night with the music blasting.8o =D
 
I finished up my roll the other night alone. I had gone to the club earlier, but peak lasted longer than expected! So after I got home, the inner dialogue and the random crazy thoughts were making me feel kind of trippy and when I tried to sleep I would have mild visuals when I closed my eyes. This was cool for about an hour, and then I was wanting it to stop, so I took a xanax. I would have rathered to have someone to talk to during all this. It was still a cool experience.
 
for your first time, ROLL WITH PEOPLE ... when i get a good mdma pill, other than the physical (chittering teeth, rolling eyes ... all that), the strongest feeling you get is the LOVE MAGNET! it's like you are a magnet- only you're attracted to things that give love instead of metal. at least roll with a pet or get a phone or something ... but if i ate pills by myself while living w/ my parents, i'd prolly get all rolled out and wake up my mom and wanna talk to her and shit. so if you're gonna be around people you shouldn't be around, maybe you don't wanna eat a pill for your first time w/o knowing how you'll respond. and plus, my first pill i came down REALLY hard and might have gone fuckin nuts if my boy wasn't there. AND in my first roll i spent HOURS facing all these psychological issues that kept coming up one after the other and all i did was talk about it and get it out and make sence of it w/o fear for a long time but it was optimumly theraputic. iduno what i'd have done w/o the support of my friends. then again, i was rolling so hard, i'd prolly have come to terms with it if they hadn't been around, but it was certainly nice to have some friends to love on me while i got to bond with them and trust them and all that.

ok now i'm just reminessing. have fun. you'll be ok. DRINK WATER!
 
I've thought about it but always too afraid to think about what kind of bad trip out I would have.

I also think it's better to do it with people incase something unexpected happens.
 
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