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Rolling alone

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I don't know its probably just me, but rolling alone is more theraputic. When Iam rolling alone I tend to think about past issues that have affected my life. Rolling in groups I tend to be more social, like you said; really talkitive. wanting everyone to be comfortable, and such. It doesn't leave the time to think about myself and if i am comfortable, and please don't get me wrong. It's fun to roll with a bunch of people, but too me...nothing beats relazing at home making myself comfortagle.

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I actually really enjoy taking a pill all by my lonesome every once in a great while. It's a good time to be reflective and to meditate on the issues of the time. I've never considered it a waste of an experience.

That being said, towards the tail end of the pill, I always start to feel like I wish I had someone else around to keep me company for the end of the experience, and there has been once that the pill was, in the beginning, so overwhelming that I instantly knew that the pill could have been spent in a different situation a bit more wisely. Though that doesn't mean that the experience wasn't something that I enjoyed in the end.
 
i did it, and it was great, but lonely. i had no one to talk to, no one to dance with, no one to hug... you know.
it's like masturbating versus threesome... i mean, you still get off, but it's kinda lame.

it's worth doing though. i've only rolled twice, and i'm glad i did it alone, but i wouldn't want to again.
 
lots of people do ...as you can see by the number of replies.


personally i think its kinda sad and would never do it myself
 
I've never done E before, but might get some this Saturday. Would it be wise to try it alone the first time? My boyfriend dosen't approve, so if I want to roll, I have to by myself.
 
Althought you have a wonderfull time while your rolling, you feel like shit after because you just wasted a perfectly good pill doing nothing and your lonely. Ive done it once, at home, and all i did was talk to people on MSN !!!! yay great fun! [Sarcasm] its better to have people to socialize with.
 
I am really curious to try this one day. Actually I could NOW if I wanted to and the thought is crossing my mind.... LOL. I have no problems entertaining myself and think it could be quite enjoyable. Hmmm... so tempting!
 
If you have pills at your disposal than go ahead, but if your one of those people who prefer to roll every once in a while then I dont suggest wasting it.
 
I think I will probably wait because there is a party in a couple of weeks where I would rather roll. I'm trying not to build a tolerance, although I have some at my disposal.
 
I've done it a couple of times, it does get a bit boring if you do something for too long.It's good and bad, but i'd far rather get off my nut and talk the biggest load of jibberish to people, E is a social drug.
 
I rarely come across pills (once a year) and never have the chance to take them with someone else, so the last two times I've rolled it was alone.

I have a ton of fun though, I just do lots of shit in my room - dancing/listening to music/talking shit on AIM + Bluelight. Hop in the shower, run around crazy, chill on the patio / play in the snow, there's all sorts of stuff you can do that you wouldn't have the opportunity for in an enviornment out of your control. If you're the only one rolling it's essential you're completely alone in your place though, as other people can definately mess up your plans.
 
personally, i greatly prefer rolling with people. if i do it alone i end up wanting nothing more than to talk to people, and the roll ends with me feeling kind of unfulfilled.
 
Rolling alone got too weird for me. Inner dialogue. Crazy flashes of seemingly random images when I closed my eyes. Then the crazy flashes of images turning into stories as I kept my eyes closed longer "Am I dreaming or awake right now?" I have tripped alone and actually kept grasp on my sanity...but rolling alone, now that was a trip through myself. Imagine talking to a wall, expecting no response from that wall, justifying your reason for talking to the wall...and even attempting to degrade your own justification and turn it into self loathing, yet remaining very happy and entertained by the whole ordeal.

it's fun. right? :P

It was fun to be able to do those things that you've always kind of wanted to do when rolling, but never 'could.' Getting naked, wrapping yourself in an ultrasoft blanket, and lying on your own bed, listening to your own tunes. Taking 4-5 showers. Playing with your favorite animal. Playing in the rain. Whatever you've ever thought would be fun, you can do it....heh. It just kind of left me feeling a little 'spacey' for a week... i was a little rattled by the whole weirdness of the drug, that I hadn't ever really noticed before. :P
 
now that i just tried this(rolling alone) and am coming down i can say that it is not that bad after all.
still beats rolling with an unreliable person million times.

now i am weirdly enough very very sleepy
does that happen to anyone else?
 
Ya, I got sleepy...then tried to sleep....started 'dreaming'...and then thought "this is one weird dream." Then, I realized that I was thinking, and thought it was an 'awake only' process. I opened my eyes, and everything was a little distorted visually. I couldn't figure out if I was awake or still dreaming, so I layed my head back down and closed my eyes, hoping to distract myself from this puzzle.
 
Monday, I'm going to go see a concert, and it seems that most of my friends have bailed on me for it (Monetary issues on their parts). I have been thinking of either rolling or doing 2C-I (Both of which I have experience in), but my only thing is me being alone, rolling, and the effect it might have on other people (Not that I don't think people will be rolling there, just what would happen if I am dancing around like a fool and others are just like bobbing their heads or something :D). Another thing is, Roller, Water Bottle, Would you think they'd let me bring my bottle in? :D
 
I only 'roll' alone. I love it. I have never had a problem at all. I have always kept benzo's handy to stop if I wanted to, and used them sometimes.
 
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