duanomatic
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- Apr 26, 2011
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So today I had a normal day, worked from 6a-3p, went to the gym at 330, got in a great run. I was feeling GOOD. I mean this workout got me going! I remember how good I felt leaving the gym. Now I run and work out 5 times a week, but today was an especially good workout.
Fast forward to 430, I unexpectedly get about 130 mgs of some pure (reagent tested) tan dutch molly dropped in my lap, as a favor! Well, I'm off tomorrow, of course i'm going to try it!!!! I have rolled less than 15 times in my life, all of which have been in the last three years. Typically no more than 3-4 times a year, as molly is hard to find here. Haven't rolled since July 20th, and boy was that great!
Anyhow, today i felt little to no effects from 130 mgs of the good stuff! I kept waiting for it to roll in, and it would give hints, but all i got was an amped feeling, touches of empathy, and touches of sexual arousal. Surely I have not lost the magic already! My jaw was clenched for a while, so I can see that it was having some effect. But I have extensive experience with meth/amphetamines, and i know this wasn't one.
Fast forward till now, i've had two vodka tonics and a beer watching this football game and i have not been able to catch a buzz! I feel physically impaired, as I feel my coordination lacking, but there is no euphoria/drunkenness that would usually come with this. I don't drink too often either.
I'm just wondering if as awesome as my workout was, maybe i depleted my seratonin/dopamine for the day. It is also worthwhile to point out that I have been on a health diet lately, not that i'm unhealthy, just trying to sculpt my abs. I'd say if my basal metabolic rate was 1800 cal/day, i'd be consuming 1500 cal/day. I run about a 300 calorie a day defecit before exercise.
Thanks for your insights!
Fast forward to 430, I unexpectedly get about 130 mgs of some pure (reagent tested) tan dutch molly dropped in my lap, as a favor! Well, I'm off tomorrow, of course i'm going to try it!!!! I have rolled less than 15 times in my life, all of which have been in the last three years. Typically no more than 3-4 times a year, as molly is hard to find here. Haven't rolled since July 20th, and boy was that great!
Anyhow, today i felt little to no effects from 130 mgs of the good stuff! I kept waiting for it to roll in, and it would give hints, but all i got was an amped feeling, touches of empathy, and touches of sexual arousal. Surely I have not lost the magic already! My jaw was clenched for a while, so I can see that it was having some effect. But I have extensive experience with meth/amphetamines, and i know this wasn't one.
Fast forward till now, i've had two vodka tonics and a beer watching this football game and i have not been able to catch a buzz! I feel physically impaired, as I feel my coordination lacking, but there is no euphoria/drunkenness that would usually come with this. I don't drink too often either.
I'm just wondering if as awesome as my workout was, maybe i depleted my seratonin/dopamine for the day. It is also worthwhile to point out that I have been on a health diet lately, not that i'm unhealthy, just trying to sculpt my abs. I'd say if my basal metabolic rate was 1800 cal/day, i'd be consuming 1500 cal/day. I run about a 300 calorie a day defecit before exercise.
Thanks for your insights!
