johnorr714
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 17, 2015
- Messages
- 51
Hey folks, so Ill be rolling after 6 months. 8( I know it will be awesome after such a long wait and my trusted link always have the great stuff. I will be rolling by myself. None of my friends roll anymore and they also judge me when i do roll and I am chilling with them. I think I am very conservative with my breaks of 6 months. And even when I roll, I am taking 1 cap, Yes that does it for me, I am such a light weight.
This will be my last time rolling. I am pretty sure you heard this before. But I am not lying. I will be moving from (country A) to (country B) in few months and I wont have my trusted link and I am very paranoid to meet someone at a new country and grab etc. I know its not in me to do that in a new country.
Now I heard all the things mentioned in this form, things to do while rolling. But I am looking for something new. I have never been to a rave. I have been clubbing several times but its always with friends. I hate to be a loner walking into a club. And rave, I have no idea how it works and again it would be weird going by myself. So those two options are out.
I have few things I want to do-- please suggest anything new.
1) Go for a walk around the lake, park. Have some alone time and think about stuff. If I get lucky, come across some people I can smoke a J with. This happened before once. I came across two ladies and smoke a J and converse.
2) Go to a strip club. I really dont want to. This is just because i want to be around people. But i hate wasting money and being creepy.
3) Stay in my room listen to some music and end up masturbating for hours. I dont want to go out this way lol, usually masturbating is for the end of the night.
4) I met escorts before but that is not an option anymore, i passed that stage.
And thats basically it, yea i know LAME. I really wanna be around people and enjoy conversations and dance, hug etc. But like i said I have no one to roll with, i have alot of people to hang with but they will judge me when they know I am rolling.
So please people, any suggestions where i can go to meet people.
This will be my last time rolling. I am pretty sure you heard this before. But I am not lying. I will be moving from (country A) to (country B) in few months and I wont have my trusted link and I am very paranoid to meet someone at a new country and grab etc. I know its not in me to do that in a new country.
Now I heard all the things mentioned in this form, things to do while rolling. But I am looking for something new. I have never been to a rave. I have been clubbing several times but its always with friends. I hate to be a loner walking into a club. And rave, I have no idea how it works and again it would be weird going by myself. So those two options are out.
I have few things I want to do-- please suggest anything new.
1) Go for a walk around the lake, park. Have some alone time and think about stuff. If I get lucky, come across some people I can smoke a J with. This happened before once. I came across two ladies and smoke a J and converse.
2) Go to a strip club. I really dont want to. This is just because i want to be around people. But i hate wasting money and being creepy.
3) Stay in my room listen to some music and end up masturbating for hours. I dont want to go out this way lol, usually masturbating is for the end of the night.
4) I met escorts before but that is not an option anymore, i passed that stage.
And thats basically it, yea i know LAME. I really wanna be around people and enjoy conversations and dance, hug etc. But like i said I have no one to roll with, i have alot of people to hang with but they will judge me when they know I am rolling.
So please people, any suggestions where i can go to meet people.
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