Rogue

[Joey]

I'm not very meticulous
I'm not very well
I just wish
I would burn in hell

My life is ridiculous
I've nothing to tell
I wish
I would just burn in hell

There's something going on with me.
I've been lost so I've lost out.

Out lost I've been so lost.
With me there's something going on.

Not meticulous
I'm very well
I'm not very just
I wish I would burn in hell

Life is nothing ridiculous
I've to tell,
My wish..
I wish I would just burn in hell

 

[FixXxer]

i do not love this because of the message, but because i would never want anyone to feel this way, and love is the greatest healer.
it is brave of you to face these feelings, demons.. many people stuff down regrets until they seep out into other areas of life.

i dont know what you could have done or experienced to feel this way, but

if you know you would do different in the future then you know better NOW.. forgive yourself.

if you would do it the same, try to make peace with whatever happened and the reasons for the choices you or others made..
be proud of your strength and love yourself..

I know it sounds cheesy, but its really easy.. give yourself a hug.
You best know the care, you want to share... give yourself love.

(that is the projected start/ chorus of something i have been thinking about writing.)