robbed!

Well, that was another nice run. Been back on dope since back in jersey. But, jus recently kicked.. again. I stopped when my girlgot picked up on her warrant. She has about 3 weeks left. However, she has 3years probation, which means 3 years of UAs. And if she cant use, neither can I. Thatll be interesting since neither of us have been clean completely in 7 years. She found a dr for adderall, so atleast we'll get that.

ohh, i forgot A month ago, I got 200 from a friend to buy a 8ball. so i call my dealer up, who ive been with for 6 months. tells me hes coming out. I see one of his boys coming so i get te money out. he backs me up to a phone pole, then out of nowhere some other kid comes out and jams a big ass rifle in my gut. At that point i say fuck you and run. the one kid grabs me by the jacket, then when i turn my attention him, the other hits me as hard as he can in my head with (air?) rifle. Then i kick the kid holding me and run a little. he catches me again.. repeat.

I lost track of how many times i got hit, maybe 8times. I don't now its fuzzy. finally, i throw one of the hundreds, that distracts em long enough o get away. they run away now too since were in a lighted apt. courtyard w/ cameras. so, i notice my jackets missing so i go o get it. they took it, but i find my dealers phone, brand new $200 android with all his customers numbers. At that point i realize im bleeding bad. so i take my sweatshirt and wrap it around my head & run to the bus station so no coos stop me(warrant). I go to the bathroom, and my face is red. i mean thee's not a spec of white anywhere. Takes 10 minutes so i look prsentable in public. i take the bus and go home. I don't remember much after i got on the bus.i do remember sittiing at home enjoying the blood loss and concussion or rather, funcussion. i felt higher than a 5 bag shot.
Those fuckers got my 100 bill but i got his new $200 phone. it was password locked, so i flashed it, losing the numbers. important thing was, he lost all his clients numbers, and couldnt call them w/ whatever new number he got. and theres pics w/ him holding guns im thinking about putting on facebook. fuck them.
 
You're lucky that's all that happened.... Just give up your cash and cut your losses. Its better than getting the shit beat out of you and what not... Other than that glad you're okay... I know how fucked up this type of situation can be. Happened to me not too long ago but as soon as I saw the gun. I was like fuck this shit. Take my money and I'm out... They'll get theirs, don't worry.
 
@Minxy Thank for well wish. It's been 2 months, and besides some nasty scars, I'm fine now.

Can't use if wife can't use cause she gets weekly UA's for probabtion. And there's no way I could use and she stay clean. That would be cruel, cause it would just tempt her and she actually wants to be good. And she doesnt want to violate and I don't want to lose her again. So, I promised I'd stay off dope, atleast until probation's over :)

@xstay
I ran at first, cause I assumed it was an air rifle. I mean, whats your average hood rat kid gonna do with an actual rifle in the hood. They're all about hand guns. Plus, I was in an extremely well lit area with lots of homes in view. I figured someone would walk by or poke their head out their house and the kids would get spooked. And, adrenaline kicked in and I had no idea I was that badly beaten cause it didnt hurt.

Also, it wasn't my money. I was doing a run for someone and if I came back and said, "oops, got robbed", there's no way he'd believe it. Especially $225.
And he always shares the spoils from the cop, and will give me extra afterwards. I was already sick and needed that extra to go get well. Fortueately, my bloody head was convinving of getting jumped. (Didn't tell him they didnt get all the $$) Don't feel too bad for him, he's quite rich and already lost like 6grand at the casino that night and was barely worried about that.

Fortunately, they only got $100 & ran off after that. And I;m sure that once my dealer realized those two kids took and lost his phone(along w/ all his clients #s and incriminating photos) messing with his flow; I'm sure they got their asses handed to them.
So yeah, all my friends wanted to help me get revenge, but I;m not like that. They'll get it back one day. Plus, I get no pleasure out of hurting others.. even if they deserve it.

Crazy....
 
That's so awesome of you to actually stop using because your wife can't use. I've been sober (by choice) for over 100 days. My significant other had stopped using for a couple months when I got clean, but then fell back into it with dope...BADLY, too. I've never seen him so fucked up, day in and day out :( it makes me almost jealous in a sick way that your relationship with your lady can be like how you mentioned :( you both are lucky to have eachother. Wish I still had that with my significant other. He's long gone :(
 
Sorry to hear you lost your man. Dope can really put a wedge between a relationship.

We'ev been thru so many crazy rides, good and bad, it really solidifies your bond.
But, if you really love someone, you have to put them above the drug. And when the drug takes over that spot, it's important to let your partner know. If they really care, then they'll do whatever to make you happy.

2 years ago, I told my wife, keep smokin crack, and I'm gone. After that, she didn't touch it. Now, I know she LOVES crack so that meant a lot to me.
So, now that she has to be clean, I did whatever I had to do to get clean too. And believe me, I really didn't want to quit. But, if it means losing my wife, that's all that matters.

Thx for the kind words, my heart goes out to you for your suffering.
EDIT: Yeah, I know I'm lucky to have someone liike this.
 
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